My Heart in Your Hands (Camren)

Im in Love with a Dragon

Camila's Point of View:

"Mila we have to go to our interview!"
Dinah shouted
"I don't want to go!!!"
I didn't want to go because of how uncomfortable I'd feel to be there since they might ask in the interview about this Camren thing that won't get off my mind.

Dinah looked at me straight in the eye with her last amount of patience.
"Alright Cabello if you don't move your ass from that bed and get ready for your interview I'm-I'm going to physically drag you across the room to get you ready. And I don't think you'd want that would you?"

I sighed cuz Dinah was right and I should get ready because what I was fighting for was stupid. I'm gonna have to face the problems one way or the other.

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Camila Point of View
Interview:

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Interviewer: How has your tour in Boston been going?

Ally: Great! We are meeting so many fans and we are in love with them!

Normani: Yeah, once we got to the airport there were so many of them crowding around us. We didn't have enough bodyguards because of how many there were.

Interviewer: I have one more question left for you guys. So Camila and Lauren. Do you guys know about this camren thing coming from your fans?

I was frozen, I couldn't comprehend anything he was saying except for the word...Camren.

Lauren: Yeah we saw it on tumblr not so long ago... it's-it's like our relationship.

Interviewer: Are you guys dating?

I busted in the conversation because Lauren looked so uncomfortable and I didn't want the fans to get more suspicious about this thing we've been having together.

Camila: No! No! we are just really close friends and whatever they are talking about is not true.

I was having such a hard time keeping a smile on my face when I just felt like crying because of the situation I'm in. I hated this Camren thing we had to deal with now.

Interviewer: Well thank you fifth harmony for your time with me today!

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Lauren's Point of View:

The tour ended not so long ago and now I am back home with my family so I don't have to think about this whole camren situation I got myself into. What worried me the most was if my parents would figure it out. I'd have to tell them one way or the other from me instead of from the fandom. I know that my parents are pretty religious and they don't really like the whole LGBT society. But I am their daughter so they should love me for who I am.

I was having dinner with my parents at home so I was thinking that it should be a good time to talk to them about my situation. My siblings weren't there so I had the chance to talk to them in private.
"How was the concert in Boston?"
My mom asked with joy and excitement.
"It went well."
I answered with no emotion nor excitement.

"Were the fans nice?"

"Sure.." I replied again with no emotion.
"You don't look so happy honey? Are you alright?" My dad asked with worrisome.
"No not really..."
I didn't know what else to say. I couldn't fake my happiness because they'd know that something is wrong.

I sighed and looked at them one by one.
"Mom... Dad. I think-I think that I like girls."
I answered hesitantly.

My parents faces were in shock, my dad looked down at his food and didn't want to reply to my comment. Instead my mom looked at me with disbelief and disgust in her face.
"Don't even think about that nasty stuff that you just said. You're nothing close to being a fag."
My mom replied with such arrogance I felt like my stomach was going to drop.

I didn't know how to reply back I was filled with anger and disappointment by my parents reaction.
"M-Mom there's nothing wrong about liking the same sex!"

"How do you even know that you are one of those fags??!"

"B-Because I'm in love with Camila and she loves me! There's nothing wrong about it because it feels right and there is nothing you can do to stop it!!! Yes I am bisexual but why does it matter??!!! C-Can't I be with somebody I love??!"

I couldn't bare the fact that they are so close minded and they don't understand me at all. Hot tears were rolling down my cheek and I felt like I just got stabbed in the chest by her word choice.

"You're not bisexual and I don't care about what you say because I know that my little girl was raised well unlike those fags..."
My mother replied coldly with no emotion in her voice but pity.

I ran up to my room and locked the door behind me not wanting any contact with that woman. Who sadly was my mother that I lived with for my whole life seeing her as a loving and caring person but when she replied to me with those words-those I don't even know what to call them. I felt like the world was upside down and I just wanted to hold Camila in my arms and hear her tell me that everything is okay. Instead I am in my room not so far away from those dreadful people who I call my parents trying to calm myself from breaking down.

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I decided to do a video and then post it online about me being a unicorn and Camila being my dragon. I had no choice but I wanted the whole world to see that I am happy but I am going through a huge situation which is breaking me apart internally. I am the unicorn....Camila is the dragon...my dragon. I don't want to be looked upon as how society expects me to be. A straight girl who likes boys and only boys. Well,I want to be me and...only me. I am embarrassed by who I like because of how I was raised to be in love with a boy and only a boy. I am embarrassed by who I am truly...loving a dragon. My mother would never approve my love for a dragon who was my Camila... The truth kills me and I just want everyone to accept me for who I am...especially my mother who unfortunately does not. I have been hiding in my little closet for so long trying desperately not to show my true self of who I am and who I love because if I do..I would be judged and hated on by so many people. I feel so alone...trapped in this closet wanting to leave and show myself...and come out. But I cannot. I will not. I do not like to be labeled by what people assume I am "human", I am a unicorn and that is what I will be for my whole life with nobody changing me for who I am. Thank you-in unicorn.

Video of Lauren the unicorn and Camila the dragon:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Uz5eyWQ835U