It happened

The "date"

WARNING:GRAPHIC

Jason came to my house late the next night. He was being like every sappy love story, & he was throwing pebbles at my window. I came outside & jumped off the balcony. He caught me & then kissed my neck. He put me in the car. I was confused so much, but he felt so right to be with. He started the car & wouldn't tell me where we were going. I was so confused, but happy. I was so excited. He pulled up to a log cabin. It was gorgeous, & he had a picnic set out by the lake. We went, & sat down. He smiled his charming smile. I've liked you a long time he says. "Like it's unbelievable. " he chuckles. He leans in to kiss me, & I start getting all warm & blushing. I just kiss him back, & smile. He starts moving his hand down my waist. Then he starts moving up my shirt. He unbuttons every button and starts kissing up to my chest. He un hooks my bra , & then pulls it off with my shirt. He quickly pulls off his shirt, & his pants until he's left in just boxers. When he feels me up I can feel him getting hard on my leg. I moan as he kisses my chest, and then licks down my body. I bite my lip when he gets to my pants. He un buttons them with his teeth revealing my Lacey thong. He kisses the insides of my thighs, & he ignores my scars. He bites the edge of my thong & pulls it off. I bite my lip & wait. He starts kissing my clit, then he licks the inside a bit. Quickly he shoves too fingers inside me. I let out a loud moan. He does this for a bit until I'm really wet. Then he pulls off his boxers & pushes inside me. He covers my mouth as an ouch begins to slip out. He slaps me. Don't make another fucking sound. He says. Then I try as hard as I can to be silent, but it's hard when he's thrusting into me so hard. I let out a tiny whimper, & he slaps me again. When I let out an ouch he punched me. When he was done he only left me with one comment to think about. "Thanks stupid slut. I was only using you." After that I went home & cried. I couldn't help but trace a razor across my skin. I'm worthless was the only thought racing through my mind that night as the demons kept me awake, & made me afraid of going to school.