Her Stupid Mistake

Forgive & Forget

Chapter 12

Mariella's (POV)

I was dumbfounded when he left me...

Your mine!

Your mine!

Your mine!

Was his last word na parang nag-echo sa pandinig ko.

Parang nagkaroon ako ng takot, ng saya, ng excitement sa last words nito.

"But when you go to Las Vegas your mine!"

Ano ba 'tong mga pinag-iisip ko?

Sa kanya lang ako...

Yes! I really like that thought...

Parang gustong-guto ko ang ideyang iyon...

Hindi ko alam kung kailan pa ako nahulog ng husto sa kanya...

Bigla na lang isang araw na mahal ko pala ang taong ito, na minamahal  ko pala sya ng hindi ko namamalayan sa dalawang taong kong pagtatrabaho sa kanya.

Na malakas ang dating neto, sa akin at sa ibang tao...

That I still wanted to live in this dream we're sharing.

Nagusto ko pa rin managinip na magkakaroon kami ng ganitong pang pagkakataon.

Na kami... Kami lang... Walang iniisip... Walang ibang tao...

Malaya...

Walang humuhusga...

But I have to forget about him anyway...

It's only a part of my planned.

And...

Ayoko ng masaktan pang muli...

Naloko na akong minsan kaya hindi ko na ito hahayaan pang muli...

I know that I should left the past behind...

When Rick cheated on me and with my bestfriend tumatak talaga sa akin iyon...

How could I be mad sa tanging tao na tumanggap ng buo sa akin...

Si Ellaine ang bestfriend ko...

She's the only person who's been there for me, kailangan ko man sya o hindi lagi syang andyan para samahan ako at damayan...

She's the only person who love me for me, stayed when I needed her to stay, gave me a meaningful life when my world is crumbling down and the only person who sacrifice herself for me.

My savior...

My bestfriend...

I've learned my lesson in life because of them to her even more...

At ngayon iiwan na nila ako I needed a backup plan...

Dahil ayoko nang bumalik pang muli sa magulong mundong iyon na kinasudlukan ng nangangapa pa ako sa buhay kong ito...

I'd still felt the pain of betrayal in my heart in what had happened between us three, that I couldn't forget but I forgave eventually because I needed her. I admited it, she's the only person that trusted me, faithed me when someone else don't, she showed my worth that no one shown onto me and I'm so greatful for her in that, that's why I forgave her...

Nagmahal lang naman sya kagaya ko, kaya lang kasi...

I, I thought na meron na rin isang tao na magmamahal sa akin maliban sa kanya...