Match.com

Chapter 4

Tanner POV

School was finally over and boy was I glad. I headed to my locker where a group of kids were surrounding it, pointing and laughing. A tall slender girl, with long blonde hair, shouted to the crowd with her hands cupped around her mouth. "ITS COMING!!" I continued walking, as everyone made way for me to get through. "No one loves a foster boy" was written in big black letters across my whole locker. I stood there as everyone around me just stared. I didn't wanna cry but I couldn't help it, the tears begin forming blurry my vision. "Aw look the baby's crying" a boy shouted in the crowd as everyone started laughing. I quickly turned around and ran out of the school, there laughter echoing down the hall. I ran all the way home.

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I got to my room, slammed the door and sat down my back against the door and cried into my hands. I cried thinking of all the shit I've been through, all the years I felt like this. 20 minutes later I was on Match.com the only time I felt good about myself. I went through the meaages, and saw a new one from Shea. Shea? the named sounded so familiar. I qucikly read over it, two, three times, before I started to cry again. I don't know why i was crying, because I did the same thing to her, but this was on purpose a dare! She was dared to fuck with me, screw me over. Was everything she told me a lie, I mean I lied to, but they were proably laughing their asses off as I felled for everything she said. The 'I miss yous' and 'im glad we started talking' all that was a lie a joke. I slammed my lapotop shut and digged in my drawer for the only thing that made me feel the way everyone treated me. Worthless.

I cried some more as the blade swiped against my skin. "This is for the shit I get at school. This is for the way I'm treated. This is for the kids who makes me want to sleep forever. This is for the lies I've told, and people told me. This is for not being loved by my own mother. And this is for not wanting to be alive anymore." I said as I made my last cut.

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OMG! sorry for wrting such a depressing chapter but poor tanner! What you guys think of this chapter? Honestly i cried a little writing it! Sorry its so short!

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