A.N.
Before I start the chapter I just wanted to apologize for the long wait and I hope everyone is still interested in reading. I thank all of you for reading and send lots of love to everyone.
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Makayla's P.O.V
For the first week of our vacation, Damian had many things around the island for us to do. I was amazed at everything, never really getting out of the area i grew up in. We played games they had, arcades, mini golf. We went swimming everyday and my usual pale complexion had gotten a slight tan after burning.
We went to a different restuarant everyday. His cousin had come over a couple times to watch the lily and dj while we went out on our own for a little bit.
He had taken me shopping and now i have more clothes, as if i didnt have enough already. But he told me the last week would just be about family. We werent going anywhere, we had everything we needed at the house.
Currently were all sitting on the beach watching the sun go down while damian grills. He wanted fish, i cant stand sea food so we settled and hes eating fish but hes making chicken for Lily and I. Shes so happy and im glad she isnt scared of damian anymore. It hurt that day.
I never expected my life to turn out the way it has but I wouldn't change it for anything. I smile as Lily grabs a bucket and announces that she is going to collect sea shells. She begins to walk the shore leaning down every so many steps and picking up shells and placing them in her bucket.
I feel movement beside me and look to find Damian sitting there with this grin on his face. "What?" I ask laughing at him
"I can't believe how beautiful you are. I can't believe I was lucky enough to get a second mate but I'm the luckiest werewolf alive to have been matched with you" He leans in and I think he's going to kiss me but I squeal as his hands come in contact with my side as he begins to tickle me.
"Damian!" I scream trying to push him off of me as I continue to laugh "St-Stop!" I am now on my back in the sand while he tickles me and looks at me with this look in his eye that makes my insides melt. I push him again and he grabs my hands pinning them above my head as he finally stops the torture.
"I love you" He whispers and puts his lips on top of mine. I kiss him back immediately, still feeling the effects of that last look I got from him. One hand keeps my arms above my head while the over cups the side of my face and then slides down my body to grip my hip.
"Ew!" He jumps back at the sound of Lily's voice directly next to us "That's nasty Kay-Kay! You're gonna get cooties" We both laugh as he lets go of my wrists and pulls me up to a sitting position.
"That's one way you tell someone you love them Lily" Damian says and I smack his arm. She is too young for this kind of conversation. As my hand comes in contact with his arm I see his eyes darken. I should be used to all of this by now, I know he's not going to hurt me again but I still get this sick feeling occasionally.
"I'm gonna go check on DJ" I say and quickly make my way to my feet before hurrying into the house to find my sweet baby boy asleep in his crib. He had been asleep for awhile, I'm sure he'll be hungry when he wakes up.
"Did I do something wrong?" Damian's voice sounds from the door behind me. This isn't how a relationship should be. Me constantly having this slight fear living deep down. Him having to question everything he does because of how I react. I know I have to try to get through it though, for my son and for Damian. He lost his first mate to murder and he got a second chance, if I made it this far then I can get to the end with him.
"No Damian..." I trail off trying to decide whether I want to be completely honest with him right now.
"What's wrong?" He asks and I can hear the fear in his voice and it breaks my heart
"Where is Lily?" I ask him looking out the double doors to the beach that are behind him
"She's gone to her room to clean her shells so that she can bring them home. Now tell me what's wrong" He is now standing directly in front of me and tilts my head up with his index finger and I see the wedding band on his ring finger and it makes butterflies erupt in my stomach, he's mine and he really loves me.
"Lets sit down" We both sit on the bench at the foot of the bed and he takes my hand in between both of his. "I love you Damian, but I'm not gonna lie to you... I have this slight fear that lives deep within..... When I smacked your arm your eyes darkened and that fear made itself known." I look down at our hands intertwined "But I know you won't hurt me and I'm sorry that I make you question yourself because of how I respond to some things. I love you Damian, with every thing in me. What we have is a once in a life time thing and I'm glad I was chosen for you. I will get past everything that I battle internally, I promise"
He looks as if he's having an internal battle and opens his mouth to speak but closes it again. He lets go of my hand and stands up walking out of the doors onto the beach and I feel my heart drop into my stomach as the butterflies die.
