1 month later
"Don't throw nothing else Kody, I mean it. Your little ass starting to get out of control". I said as sat at the kitchen table on my laptop.
For the last couple of weeks I've been trying to see how I can go about expanding my store and my brand as well. There's been a lot of celebrities popping up and shopping at my store so I thought maybe I should expand my business.
"Mir I can't find my other shoe, last time I saw it was when Kody was in my room. You know he always messing with my stuff mir" Leah said while holding her one shoe in her hand rolling her eyes.
Leah and Kody together is a hand full, Leah always fussing at him because he always messing with her stuff. Kody is so spoiled so he feel like he can do whatever he want.
"Don't you have another pair of shoes to wear? You ain't gotta wear those today, when you get home I'll have them by then and if I don't I'll just go and buy you some more shoes." I said while getting up from the table.
"Those was my favorites though, dang I can't have nothing in peace. He probably threw them in the trash, you never know with his bad self". She said stomping back upstairs.
"Alright Leah" I said shaking my head walking into the living room where Kody was at.
"What did you do with auntie Leah's shoes? We know you had something to do with them being missing little boy." I said tickling him.
He shook his head smirking.
"What ima do with you kody?" I said smiling.
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"All I'm saying is just give me another chance to be a mother to the both of you, i know i messed up. i can't take that back but i can try to make up for all the bad things i did to y'all in the future. If you would let me." the lady i once called my mother.
She had asked me if we could go out for lunch and talk i told her no, but then something made me reconsider it. i know that she's never been a great mother but right now i just want answers. i want to know what did we do as her children to make her act the way she did towards us.
"Was we good enough for you? What was it? i know you said that you can't take back what you did and i understand that but i just wanna know? Little do you know, that shit follows me. It follows me while I'm being a mother go kody, my relationships-friendships. It seem like that pain and heartache won't fucking leave me alone. i want to be free from that shit, SO i need answers."
She looked down fiddling with her fingers. "i was selfish, and i was young and dumb. All i was worried about was myself and I'm sorry. i want Leah to know that I'm sorry. i just want my babies back in my life. i want to be the best grandmother that i could be." She cried.
i wanted to feel bad for her but i just couldn't. When i used to cry out for her at night she ignored me, she ain't feel bad for me. When i used to tell her how i used to feel about her with all these different men, she ain't give a damn about what i thought.
"Ain't no way I'm letting you see Leah. i promised her that I'll protect her from you and your sick ass boyfriend." i shook my head.
"I'm not with him anymore. i left him, he began to get abusive. i just want to tell her I'm sorry, mir please." She reaches over and placed her hands over mine.
It's been awhile since i've seen my mother and nothing has changed. My mom used to say the same thing over and over again all the time about how she was so sorry for all the things that she's done.
"I'm sorry but that's not gonna happen. She's beginning to become happy and I'll be damned if i let you come in her life to say your whack ass apologies and fuck her all up again. Nope." i said as i stood up from my chair.
"Ami-"
"Bye." i said as i turned around and walked out of the restaurant.
As much as i want to forgive her and let her be in my life as well as my sisters, it's just not gonna happen. I'm not gonna let her come back and just shake shit up.
