Married To The Game

Sometimes I just sit an wonder, Is this really what I want? I mean I'm only 22, I'm graduating from college next month, but that isn't the problem, well I wouldn't say problem, Because I Love Him!... Wait let me take yall back and introduce myself.

I'm Kayla Tamia Jackson, growing up I didn't live a normal life. Between my abusive mother and alcoholic father, I had to grow up much faster. I have an older sister name Monica, she got up to the point were she couldn't take it anymore so she moved back to Florida. When I got a little older she came back and got me. She took me in and raised me as her own. I love my sister, she's all I really have. About two years after moving in with her and her family I met Chris. We Got attached very quickly. We met at a after party.

*FlashBack*

Me and my girl Daya was over by the bar and two guys walked up. One was Chris and his younger brother Vaughn. They took us over to VIP and from that moment Chris became something to me, his strength, his control, his style, all of it was something I lived for. He was a drug dealer. He didn't hide it, but I stayed. I now know it was probably because I never really had a true father figure, but I was too blind to see it then. He took me out a regular dates, I became more attached and was and beginning to admire him. For some reason I looked up to him. Well now since you know who I am and who Chris is lets begin...