Married To The Game

Chapter XXXVII (37)

KENYA

It's been a couple of weeks since I found out I was pregnant. Me & Mareese have gotten closer ever since. He's really starting to change for the better. I met his grandmother. She has such a sweet heart. I can see where Baby gets his soft side from. His little sister MeMe is getting bigger by the day. She keep saying she hopes the baby is a girl and to be honest I do to. I still haven't talked to my mom, but Chris keeps in touch with me on the low.

BABY

Me and my brother Knowledge are currently in the car leaving to Wing Stop. After leaving the trap an selling a couple of ounces. It wasn't really shit to do so I might as well head back home.

"WAIT,WAIT, WAIT... Stop the car, Stop the car that's my mama!" I yelled before jumping out the car. It was her and another lady walking, they looked as if they were high off something...

"Uhmm uhmm Let me gooo!" She said as I grabbed her arm.

"Yea let her go, who are you?!" Her crack head friend said...

-convo
Me: Uon know yo own kids when you see them man!?

Her: Oooh Reesey, hey baby

Knowledge: Hey mama

Her: Hey Knowledge... Girl these my babies. She told her friend.

Baby: Watchu doing out here?

Her: Watchu mean what I'm doing out here! What is you doing out here ain't you suppose to be in jail with the rest of yo brothers!

Knowledge: Ma come with us so we can go get something to eat.

Her: Uhmm uhmm nah baby I ain't hungry, plus I got stuff to do... Lemme get $20.

Me: I ain't got shit man.

Her: You ain't got shit uhm, Knowledge letcho mama get $20.

Knowledge took out twenty dollar bill and handed It to her.

Me: Ayee don't give her no damn money man!

Her: Thanks baby, you always been mamas good son.

I just shook my head an walked away. She tried grabbing my arm, but I pulled away. "Don't fuckin touch me man!" I got back in the car an so did Knowledge.

It's been 7 years since she left us for drugs. And I've finally ran into her. It's good to know she's alive, but I don't want shit to do with her. Shit she didn't even know who I was so imagine how she would react if she sees Melissa. Smh (Shakin My Head) that goes to show you what drugs can do to you, and my dumb ass in the game selling the shit. Man I need to get myself out of this asap!

"Bruh you good?" Knowledge said snatching me out of my thoughts.

"Nahh bruh I got this feeling. "

"What type of feeling?"

"I think I'm ready to quite this shit."

"We been doin this shit for years, watchu talking bout nigga?"

"Shit don't feel right bruh, first this Ant shit now this east side beef, all this shit gotta nigga bout to lose my sanity plus I gotta jit on the way."

"Well just think about it, you know it's all apart of life, you know it comes with its territory, you know that shit man."

"People dieing, Quan, Tman and Rich already locked up. My conscience starting to fuck with me."

"I lose my conscience a long time ago bruh."

"I wonder if I'm losing mine."

"Shit crazy bruh, but just think about it, we in this shit together dawg. You know if you done I'm done ."

"Alright bruh back that up, Ima holla at you later though." I said before clapping him up and getting out the car.

After getting out the shower, I made me some cereal and laid across the couch. I wish Kenya hurry up from practice, I can't go to sleep without her.