HE FUCKING SAW!!! He saw my wrists and...he started crying and...I didn't
know what to do. I wasn't only hurting myself but I was hurting him as well. I all up
and hurt my bro. Why am I even alive? All I do is hurt people. I made him cry...I hurt
him...I might as well just end it. And that's what I'll mother fucking do. I can't keep
living like this and hurting my friends. I have to end it. No one will ever find me...or
maybe this plan is just as fucked up as my mind. It would take a miracle to fix me. I'm a
mess. I don't have a purpose here on Alternia...what's the point...I've made up my mind.
I'll disappear and leave a note for the others. For Tav and Kar...I'll do that at least.
Explain what happened to me...where I went. They'll never be in pain again. I can just
imagine how beautiful that would be. A world where I never existed and them all being
happy. Karbro won't be so grumpy and Tavbro will be happier. They'll all be happy and
there will be no trace of me. I'm just a mistake. I'm not meant to be here. I might as well
just die.
-GaMzEe
