Dear Diary,
I can't stop the voices. They keep yelling and screaming. Whispering and
laughing. Sometimes I wonder why I have to live with it. They never silence.
I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. Though, I've gotten able to tune them
out...keep them quiet. Sometimes it hurts so much that I can't even feel it. It's numb.
I almost lost control today. I almost killed her. I had her cornered and I was ready to
bust her brain out of her skull...that's not the first time, though. There were so many
times that it's happened but...I almost took her life this time. I could have killed her
right then and there...that's all I remember...after that, I woke up and there she was,
glaring down at me with a worried expression. Her eyes were filled with concern...not
fear...not hate...I wondered why she wasn't afraid...I wondered why she didn't hate me.
Tavros was there, too. He was smiling and...alive...I remembered severing his
head...that must have been a dream. I'm glad it was...he's my bro and I need him
around. Well, that's all I have for today. See you tomorrow.
-GaMzEe
