Dear Diary,
I haven't left this room in so long...a couple weeks? Maybe more...I keep staring at
the ceiling. That's all I've been doing. Staring and breathing. I heard a couple of voices
in the hallway. They were a bit muffled. I couldn't make out who they were before they
walked away. I stared for a moment before turning my head to the door. Should I do it?
Maybe...I sat up and decided to leave for the first time in so long. I opened the door and
my eyes started to burn from the sudden burst of light. My wrists still stung from the
numerous cuts that decorated my skin, purple and some still bleeding. It was pretty
sadistic but I licked the blood away and rolled my sleeves over them. I heard voices
coming from down the hall and decided to go see. Everyone was talking and laughing,
making jokes. I snuck in as Karbro started with a joke...my favourite joke. When
Nepeta replied, I finished the joke and they all looked at me. I felt the shock that came
from the others before Nep squealed and hugged me. I felt so happy to see them
again...but the one person I wanted to see most...was Tavros...he never knew it...hell, no
one knew it...but...Tav was special...I'm flushed for him.
-GaMzEe
