Love Is Like A Videogame (A SSOHPKC fanfic)

Chapter 14

-Ash's P.O.V- (Flashback kinda...)

I didn't even look back at Ava before getting back in the lift. She didn't deserve it. Within minutes I was knocking on Sea's door. He took some time to answer but when he did his eyes were red and puffy. I knew he had red her text.

"I'm sorry babe." I gave him the puppy dog look that I know he couldn't resist. I saw him crumble in front of me, her clearly meaning more than I thought. I didn't want him to be sad. I wanted him to be happy with me. I stepped inside, shutting the door with my heel and pulling him into my arms.

"Shh, you've got me." I knew at this point he was mine again. He knew I'd look after him and give him all the love he desired, all the love I forbid Ava to even offer. I ran my hair through his golden locks, which I had noticed to be getting a little too long. I always hated it when his hair got that long, he looked so hobbity. Never the less he clung to me tightly, which was all I wanted.

"I love you." I told him sweetly placing a kiss on his cheek. He looked up at me, his eyes a little less red. His mouth was slightly propped open, as if he was going to say something, maybe he even did love me back, but chickened out at the last moment. A part of me knew he didn't love me back at the point in time but I knew something he did love about me. Something he couldn't resist. I bite my lip as I took his hand in mine. I pulled him through the lounge and into his bed room, where I proceeded to push him onto the bed we'd had sex in just hours earlier.

"Ash..." He sighed pushing me away as I tried to climb on top of him. I was stunned. He had never refused me before. It hurt because it made me think that it would never be the same. He'd always want her over me. I was second best. He sat up and put his head in his hands. I sat myself next to him and there was an uncomfortable silence. It soon got broken by my sobs though. I had finally processed everything, Ava and Seamus were in love. But I loved Seamus and would do anything to have him again, even if it meant pushing my best friend into an unhappy place and away from us.

"I'm never going to be good enough for you." I wept, not even looking at him as I knew his gorgeous face would make me break even more inside.

"Hey," He took hold my hand, which surprised me, and began rubbing circle into my palm, "Don't you ever say that Ash. If it's anyone, I'm the one who's not good enough. I had it all with you, no secrets just...just love...and I threw that away. Yes, I do...did have feelings Ava but if it makes you unhappy I'll get over them. I'm so sorry Ash." My mind was going crazy. I didn't expect an apology from him because I thought he'd be too upset at Ava and at me for freaking out. What am I talking about? I had the right to be upset so he was just doing the right thing. But the fact that he did just say he did love for Ava, made me kind of happy because he obviously didn't love her that much if a single text made him drop those feelings. Next thing I knew he was wiping my tears away and pulling me onto the bed. I curled up into his side, his arms wrapped around my body. I had him back and she wasn't going to get near him again.

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