Love Is Like A Videogame (A SSOHPKC fanfic)

Chapter 15

-Ava's P.O.V-

"I'm so excited! I can't wait to get there!" Ash clapped her hands in a childish manner. They were all chatting about PAX and I just remained silent. It's funny how you can go from being happy to upset within minutes of seeing someone. Seamus didn't speak much, only when one of the guys asked him something or Ash wined at him. His hair was short again, and I knew Ash probably pushed him to get it cut from the adorable hobbitty style. I mentally slapped myself for thinking about the past. And it was only when James tugged at my hand, that I was pulled out of my thoughts and noticed that the group had began to move towards the check in desk.

"C'mon Av." I began walking along side James, dragging my bag behind me and he gave me an odd look but again I shone a fake smile at him. But this time he didn't let it go, "Seriously what's up?" He stopped in front of me and placed his hands on my hips. I couldn't tell him the truth and I knew that but I had no clue how to explain my bipolarish mood swings. I bit my lip and looked down at our feet. He was so sweet to me and I didn't deserve him.

"I think the tiredness had caught up with me," I sighed, "Sorry you have to deal with me." As soon as I said that I got pulled into his warm chest. Guilt was taking over my body as I accepted his comfort because of another of my lies. He deserved so much more.

"Hey don't you say that. I don't have to deal with you. I want to deal with you. You're happiness is my happiness." Oh my, I couldn't believe that he just said that. His happiness relied on me being happy and I didn't know how to react to that confession.

"You make me happy." I muttered into his chest and his arms tightened around me, and he pressed his lips against my forehead.

"HURRY UP!" Eddie yelled causing us to pull apart.

"C'mon, before he gets his knickers in a twist." He intertwined our fingers again and we made our way over to the other's. I couldn't help but notice Seamus' eye lingering on us until Ash said something to him. We all checked in, got our tickets and found a place to sit, as we had a two hour wait until our flight. I brought my knees to my chest as I rested my head on James' shoulder. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders, his fingers running through my hair. Aleks had fallen asleep and Eddie was playing Pokemon on his DS. As for Ash and Seamus, she was sat on his lap whispering things into his ear. If I was just looking at them I would say they were acting really coupley and in love but Seamus had this look in his eyes. He wasn't happy, he wasn't angry, he wasn't even sad. He just looked kind of empty. I didn't realize that I was staring until I caught Ash's glare.

"Take a picture why don't you?" She rolled her eyes before forcefully turning Seamus' head so she could kiss him. I couldn't bare to be around them. Without giving James a warning I sprung up out of my seat, his arms falling and hitting the cold metal I was sat on. He gave me a confused look.

"Toilet." I smiled at him, briefly looking back at the PDAing couple. I rushed into the nearest toilets and locked myself in a cubical. My breathing quickened. I couldn't understand why I was reacting like that. I was so happy with James. He was everything I wanted in a guy. But my body told me otherwise when I saw Seamus.

"Ava?" Ash's voice rang. Shit. I stood up, flushing the toilet so she didn't realize I was having a panic attack about her and Seamus. I slowly opened the cubical door and there she was stood against the basin, with a smirk on her face.

"Hiding?" She let out a laugh and I could of bitten her smug head off, but I bit my tongue and stared her out, then something popped into my head.

"Stalking me?" Two could play at that game. She didn't have a come back, her face scrunching up a bit as she thought of something to say. I tried to push past her but she dug her nails into my skin, as she renched hold of my arm.

"I want to be friends Ava." I was shocked to say the least. I couldn't tell whether she was being sincere or not but I wanted to hear her out. I stopped trying to resist and took a few steps back so I was in front of her. She took this as her chance to continue, "I miss having you around. I know I said that I didn't want you around Sea, but I didn't want to not see you for weeks. We can still be friends. We can still hang out. I miss you Av." I was beginning to believe her until I actually looked into her eyes. There was nothing. She wasn't sorry. She didn't miss me. They were just blank. I let out a sigh. I didn't want to cause any more shit.

"Fine, whatever you want Ash." I nodded my head at her, causing an obviously fake smile to spread across her face and next thing I knew it she had pulled me into her arms.

"Yay!" She cheered as I barely hugged her back. I knew she was only doing it to seem like the bigger person but she oozed fakeness towards. It also meant that she could keep a closer eye on me and make sure I didn't go near Seamus.