Well, wasn't that a rollercoaster? XD I started this book on January 4, 2017 and finally ended it on November 11, 2017. A lot is going to happen this month with BTS' American schedule and I'm more than excited to see it all to go down. But I can't help but feel bittersweet when it comes to this book. This is the first time I've felt this way when writing, I dream of finishing the book I'm writing and once it's all done it feels a bit...you know...empty. Aw, it's like I'm writing a love letter to this book. It just feels so nice to have the weight being taken off you but at the same time you feel unsatisfied and you want to keep going when you know you can't write out the characters' full fiction lives down in one story with a cap of 200 parts. So sequel? Naw, I won't be making a sequel for this book. There would be too much plot holes, Roxi is happy and so are the others. Her past is being repaired by the present, and her choices in turn affect others around her. In my opinion, this is probably one of the best books I've written so far. There's still a hint of childish innocence here and there, yet the serious tone was present throughout. Ever since I became a kpop fan in October 2016, I just felt happier. Every song struck a chord of inspiration in me, and it allowed me to get my feeling through my writing in ways I never knew I could. I'm just a high schooler, so my language and grammer use is limited to the basics. I know I'm not the best writer, but when it comes to plots this is one of the strongest ones I've made. I needed to keep revising on a daily basis in order to keep my thoughts on the story in one general direction. I remember working on this book late at night, in the library at school, while cramming for finals, in class, basically every where. There was always that one part where I felt like I didn't know how to continue, but I managed to push through it to completion in the very end. Looking and editing the chapters, I can see how my writing style started evolving and how my ideas became more and more complex. Whenever I needed to write a fluffy scene, I suffered all the feels on my own. I didn't want anyone else to know about my ideas until this story was officially posted. Whenever I had a new idea at 3am I would stay awake for rest of the night to scrawl down my thoughts on a random postit on my desk, either that or I would go straight to writing on a laptop until my eyes turned to shit. I love writing and I know I don't write as much as I used to, but I still have hopes and dreams that keep me going. So thank you, thank you for reading this book and suffering along with me. I really appreciate it. ;) Jkjk, I really love you all and I hope for future memories, feels, and books with all of you.
-Joy
(OH WHAT'S THIS?! NEW BOOK PLANS?!?!)
Bring Me The Night - Namjin Fanfiction
Inspired by the song 'Bring Me The Night' by Sam Tsui & Kina Grannis.
Two bestfriends are separated during their raging childhoods, not by a block of houses or a state or two. But an entire Pacific Ocean. They promise to stay close and communicate every single day. Year after year passes, they're still separated physically, yet their hearts are closer than ever. What happens when they fall for each other while still being 5,730 miles away?
You - Jimin x Groupmember! Fanfiction
A spin off of Becky Albertalli's 'Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda'.
Jimin is just an average highschool student at Bangtan High. He's introverted, likes dogs, and does well in all his classes. His tightknit group of friends are as close as family. Yet, a day comes when someone comes to try and expose his secret. Is being gay really that big of a deal?
Suits & Ties - BTS Assassin Fanfiction
Inspired by 'BTS Assassins/Spies! AU' by Notkpoptrash. Check out the video on Youtube to see the clip!
Corruption. Hate. Crime. The previous utopia is no where to be seen, for all that is left is ruins. A demon hides behind every corner, and nowhere is safe. A vigilante group is the only light of hope in this country of destruction and chaos. But the question is, will they succeed in their mission to rid their home of evil? Or will they just be fanning the flames of hell?
