adoration -> (jyatt)

four: trouvaille

Jaeden

you started a chat with Jdog🐶.

me: yesterday, Wyatt kept talking about how he kept getting closer to me.

Jdog🐶: yes, go on.

me: after that he said "did you feel anything or was it just me?" And I said "no, but it doesn't really matter because I'm not gay" and then he sounded so heart broken

Jdog🐶: oh man, jae. Why'd you have to say that?

me: what do you mean?

Jdog🐶: if you can't tell. Wyatt likes you, like has a crush on you.

me: woah, what? how?

Jdog🐶: he looks at you all the time and he sounded sad when you said you weren't gay. Um sounds like he likes you to me.

me: okay okay thanks jack. I gotta go I'll see you after school, okay?

Jdog🐶: okay.

you ended chat with Jdog🐶.

->->

I got up and left my room, almost ready for school.
All I needed left was my nice black vans. I had on a sweatshirt saying 'jack daniels' and I didn't care if I'd get in trouble. I also had on some black jeans and a grey beanie. When I got on the bus people were throwing stuff at each other like always and cussing at every sentence. I saw Finn and sat down next to him.

"Hey"

"Hey"

"How are you doing?"

"I'm doing good. Jack spent the night and then had to rush out of the house to get back to his."

"Oh, Cool."

"Yeah. Oh- I heard about you and Wyatt yesterday."

"What do you mean?"

"Jack told me. You know about how you and Wyatt were talking yesterday and he got into some personal stuff."

"Oh man. I'm gonna kill Jack."

"No, no. Don't kill him. Just slightly punch him."

"You and Jack have been spending a lot of time together."

"Yeah, and?"

"What's going on between you two?"

"Um, nothing."

"Okay."

->->

you started a chat with Jdog🐶.

me: you told Finn about me and Wyatt?

Jdog🐶: yeah. I'm sorry if you're mad please forgive me. He was just there and the only person I could talk to and you know how I always tell people things.

me: no no I'm not mad Jack. You should've just told me.

Jdog🐶: I'll tell you next time if I feel like telling someone I'm so sorry.

me: okay I gotta go. Me and Finn are at school.

Jdog🐶: okay bye bye jae.

you ended a chat with Jdog🐶.

->->

"We're here. Time to stop texting Jack or should I say 'Jdog🐶'?"

"Haha okay"

"Aren't you and Jack meeting after school?"

"Yeah, why"

"Well I was hoping I could come alone if that's okay?"

"Yeah that's totally fine."

"Okay see you then."

"Okay"

He got up and left the bus. His curly black hair bouncing at every single step he took. I eventually got up and off the bus. Soon as I stepped off the bus I already saw Wyatt. His curly hair shagging in the wind and his shirt swaying, almost matching the speed of his hair. I ran up to him taking a huge breath.

"Hey."

"Hey, Jaeden."

"So how have you been?"

"Been okay. Hey, Jaeden I've got to go. Finn is meeting me somewhere."

He ran off into the school. That was weird, he just avoided me, and Finn was behind me walking towards Jack. So Wyatt did avoid me.

Wyatt

I did not want to talk to Jaeden after yesterday. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. Why am I acting this way? Do I like Jaeden? Am I gay? No no I'm not gay. I like girls, I think. Anyway, I just couldn't be closer to Jaeden without feeling down.
I just had to find myself out, more likely my sexuality. This boy with curly brown hair walked up to me.

"Hi." He said in a squeaky voice.

"Hey. Who are you?"

"My name is Jack. What's yours?" A smile was plastered on his face.

"I'm Wyatt."

"Cool. So you know Finn right?"

"Yeah, why?"

"Well... me, Finn and Jaeden are all going to hang out after school today and we wanna know if you wanna come too."

"Okay I'll think about it."

"Okay bye bye."

"Bye."

The last thing I needed was to see Jaeden but I was actually going to accept because at least Finn was there. But then again he might just hang out with Jack the whole time. I walked to first period, mainly ignoring Jaeden and pretending he wasn't there.

"Hey." Jaeden said with that small and quit voice of his.

"Hey."

"Are you mad at me or something?"

"No."

"Then why have you been ignoring me?"

I pulled him away and into the bathroom.

"because, Jaeden. I need to be alone. I'm thinking about some serious stuff right now that might affect me!"

"What serious stuff?! What's going on?!"

"You! It's you! You're my problem! You're my serious stuff!"

"Wyatt, what do you mean!?"

"I-I mean I m-might b-be g-gay."

"wait, what?"

"I said I—"

"I know what you said."

"Then why did you say that?"

"Because I might be gay too. I might have been gay this whole time and I don't even know. But Wyatt, you're just so cute with your eyes and curly hair and I just—"

I interrupted him. I kissed him. The only thing I could feel was his lips on mine and his face heating up into the sensation. I kissed Jaeden Lieberher.

(a/n woah guys this was a big chapter and I don't know what I did but oh well. sorry about posting a day late and there might be more updates this week since it's Thanksgiving break.)