adoration -> (jyatt)

eight: eunoia

Wyatt

"Jaeden had called me earlier asking me what was going on. do you know if he's okay?" I said.

"no, Wyatt. I told you. I was asleep. Jaeden had a bad dream or something." Finn sassed

"okay, but, what if this whole 'bad dream' business is something actually really big?" I say worried.

"Wyatt, I know for a fact, that it's not something big." Finn assured.

"okay. okay. I'll stop. but like, should I ask him to roller skating? or something like that?"

"sure, Wyatt. if you want to."

"okay, I'll go ask him now."

I walked away from the park area, where me and Finn were sitting in the freezing cold. My home was just down the road, and Jaeden's was right next to mine. When I passed Jaeden's house a swarm of bad ideas passed my head. is he okay? will he say yes? I don't know. why ask?
I walk up to my front door and go into my house. Immediately smelling all of the cigarettes and meat. I walk up to the stairs and throw myself on the bed. Face hitting the mattress, almost breaking my nose. I turn on my sad playlist on Spotify and slowly fall asleep. Before I do I hear something hit my window. I look up, to the window frame and see Jaeden holding up a sketch book with the words 'hey' written on it in black sharpie.
(a/n for any of y'all Taylor Swift fans)
I rush over to my dresser and pull out the same sketch book from our fifth birthday party. I get a black sharpie and write 'hey'. He looks at the sign, a smile on his face. He writes slowly 'you okay?' on the sketch book. I write 'yeah, but I've been meaning to ask you something.'. He starts writing again. He holds the sign up and it says 'sure, what is it?'. I look down on my sketch book, already having the question written and hold the book up. It says 'do you wanna go roller skating with me tonight?'. He looks surprised, but looks down and starts writing. He looks up again, and holds the book that says 'yes.'. My heart was pounding. He said yes. Even though it was only a date and it was at the roller rink, I was still so happy. He turns around and closes his curtains.

Jaeden

I turn to my closet, looking for something to wear. I think about how this night will go. About what will happen. I pull out a grey shirt that says 'Pink Floyd' on it and I put it on, looking for pants I trip and fall.
(a/n something that would happen to me)
when I fall I found my black high top skater vans that have been missing for a long time. I find a pair of pants, put the vans on and go to the bathroom. I look at the razor on the sink. Thinking about how everything is okay and how everything is in a good mood. I throw the razor in the toilet, and flush it. Hoping for all of my nightmares and insecurities to go down with it. I look at myself in the mirror and see a sad person on the inside and on the outside a very happy person that just got asked out.
I run down the stairs almost speeding out the door, trying to get away from this place. I hear my mom and her 'boyfriend' in her room and I go on the outside of the door and slam it, walking outside to Wyatt's house. I see Wyatt, already waiting for me on his doorstep. He was wearing a dark blue hoodie with light blue jeans on and his black converse with his own skates that glow in the dark.