Wednesday, July 8, 2020
Houston, TXI hummed a little Erykah Badu as I looked myself in the mirror, adjusting my crop top. I didn't have a bra on underneath so I had to make sure that this shirt didn't fly up and show all my goods.
As I played around with my shirt, I felt a little body hit my legs. I looked down to see my baby boy looking up at me with a smile and spit over his face. I chuckled and shook my head before grabbing a napkin to wipe his mouth.
Today, he was spending the day with his father. I didn't have any plans but I was pretty hungry so I would be taking myself out for lunch.
Hearing a knock on the door nearly scared me half to death. I wasn't expecting anyone but Jay, but he wasn't suppose to be here until 1. With Braxton clinging tightly onto my legs, I walked towards the door and looked through the peephole. I felt butterflies in the pit of my stomach when I saw Jay on the other end.
I opened the door and the noise Braxton made, made both of us laugh. I looked down to see my baby boy with a big smile on his face as he looked at Jay. My heart melted at him already being attached to Jay.
"What's up big boy?" Jay said picking Braxton up and kissing his stomach, making both Braxton and I laugh. I closed the door behind him as they went into the bedroom. I deeply sighed and looked at myself in the mirror as I walked past. I don't know why I was so nervous right now but hopefully this feeling will go away pretty soon.
"I didn't know you were coming so early." I said sitting on the edge of my bed. Jay sat at the bottom with Braxton hanging over his neck.
"My bad, I should've called. I just wanted to see him and have a little more time with him."
"It's no problem."
The room became quiet and all could be heard was Braxton making noises as he sat on Jay's neck.
"So where are you guys going?" I asked him. I didn't want things to be awkward between us so hopefully starting a conversation would help with that.
"It's pretty hot today. I was thinking the water park would be nice. Nas and NJ coming as well. I already bought him some little trunks or whatever. Do he know how to swim?"
"No, he doesn't so be careful please. You guys will have fun."
Jay smiled and finally put his eyes on me for the first time since coming in, "Well I'll definitely be teaching him."
The way he looked at me turned me all the way on. He knew I was looking at him too. We just stared at one another until Braxton stirred him away. I sighed and rubbed my hands down my stomach before getting up and going into the bathroom.
I took a couple of deep breaths to keep myself calm. The way he looked at me had me so hot and ready. I guess that's how it is when you go without sex or anything related for so long. I needed dick, but I guess it'll come with time.