"I want to see my son Beyoncé." Jay said looking at me in all seriousness.
I looked at him and bitterly chuckled before opening my car door only for him to close it again, almost closing my finger in as well.
"Dammit Shawn! That could've been my finger!"
"I couldn't care less about your fucking finger. I want to see my son. You kept my baby away from me for what? Can you even give me a good reason as to why?"
"You know why!"
He sighed, "Don't give me that shit. What does Alexis has to do with you and me?"
I looked at him and shook my head, "Everything Jay. Everything! You had a freaking baby by my sister. Do you know how that feels? You lied to me in my face, had me thinking that my sister was just making this shit up! You knew Corey was yours!"
He stepped closer to me and shook his head, "And yet, you still haven't answered the question. What does she have to do with our family? Our son? Huh Bey? You keeping my child away from me because you're hurt over that, and I get that but you pull this? You make me miss out on my son's life because you want to be petty!"
I felt my tears fall down to my dress and quickly wiped the rest before they fell. I didn't expect for him to bring this up so soon so I'm definitely unprepared. I had nothing to say and I didn't know what to say.
"Yo, I really don't care about your tears ma," he said looking at me, "I honestly don't want shit to do with you anymore. I just want my son."
That crushed me. Of course I was just putting up a front, but I still loved Jay more than he knew. I guess feelings do change, but if it was real it wouldn't have.
"I don't want anything to do with you either." I said through blurred vision.
"Shit, that's cool with me. So let me see my son... or I'm taking your ass to court."
I ignored him and opened my car door only for him to close it and push me against it. He held my wrist tightly, making me cringe.
"Yo, that's all you know how to do? Run away?!" He yelled at me.
"And is this all you know how to do? Put your hands on me?! Get the fuck off me Jay!"
His grip tighten and I leaned in to bit his ear. The look on his face frighten me. I indeed knew it had hurt because he hissed afterwards but it didn't do much. I thought he was really about to put a hurting on me until I saw Nas and Nicki running towards us.
"What the fuck are y'all doing!" Nas yelled, "You said you was gonna talk to her, not do this shit man." Nas said to Jay as he pulled him off me.
Nicki ran towards me and pulled me into a hug, "Are you okay?"
My chest was going up and down so fast because i was so damn upset. Me and Jay never looked away from one another though. He was upset and so was I.
"I'm fine." I said through clenched teeth, "I'm leaving."
"No, listen to me." Nicki said, preventing me from getting in the car, "Are you okay?" She said barely over a whisper.
My lips trembled and I shook my head no before breaking down in her arms. One thing I didn't want to do was cry in front of Jay but I couldn't hold it in. Every time he put his hands on me it only makes me want to stay farther away from him. Why exactly would I want my son around his abusive ass?
"Give me your keys. I'll drive." Nicki said to me. I wiped my face and shook my head. I could hear Nas and Jay going back and forth until they got inside of Nas' car and drove off.
