Dorks in love (DirkJake Omegaverse)

Chapter 9

Jake (pov)

The doors were going to open soon, but there was no way i was going to go back. No way at all. I had to convince Dirk that once I'm fully recovered and the story dies down then maybe I will return to school. But for now there's absolutely no way in bloody hell I was going to go back. I was scared. For now all of my assignments and lesson materials were sent with Dirk and Aranea. Today Dirk stopped by with the work for all my classes. Now my own room is just covered in papers and folders. I manage to do my work, but everytime I finish a single assignment I keep wondering why I am doing this? Why am I still going to school? Why have I not dropped out? What's the point? There's no future for me at all. This incident will just be stuck to my records forever. I am an Omega. A lower life form by society standards. Everytime these thoughts come around I break down crying and crying until I could no longer shed anymore tears. The more I cry the more my heart starts to freeze. My tears are slowly disappearing and they're not coming back. The dam behind my eyes were rebuildimg harder and harder each time. M9y emotions no longer refldcted me as the English that everyone knew. No. Instead, my numb and unfeeling heart reflected my pain.

I didn't want to see anyone. Didn't want to talk to anyone. Nor did I feel the need go be apart of everyone. I'm just a burden at this point. At least that is what I believe.

As I sat at my desk with my computer before me, I stared at the notifications box. I had several notifications just waiting to bec check. I knew what they were. Messages. Dozens if not Tons of them from my friends. I felt terrible since I never bother to respond nor even open them up. I click on the box and look through the feeds. Most of them were from Dirk, but some were also from my gal pals as well. Roxy was rather afraid and Jane was concerned dearly for me. Dirk had continuously spammed me with messages on how I was feeling. I opened the latest message and responded back.

'I'm fine mate...just....very tired...like always. Nothing has changed and I am still not prepared to return back to the school. Please tell ghe girls that they do not need to worry about me...okay? Thank you...love you...'

I clicked send and waited for his response.

The sound of a bell dings as I recieve his response.

'Jake I understand how you feel but you need to come back and face the paranoia...so you can feel better about yourself persinally. Nothing that happened was your fault and also stayi g cooped up wil just leave you horrendously bored day and night. So just get your ass up soon okay?'

I sighed. I knew he was goi g to say that, but every single time he does I never respond back. Just as I was going to shut down my device another message pops up. I run my mouse over it and read the name above it. The name that was displayed was one I didn't expect fo message me. Someone I never really grew close to due to his outrageous actions and lack of consideration for the the feelings of other people. Aranea Serket. While he may bring in my assignments from time to time that does not mean that I care for him too much.

I opened up the message and read it word for word.

'Jacob. I wanted to give you an update on how things are regarding this incident. I know you don't wish to be reminded of all of it, however a lot of the students here have become very skittish like. It's got the teachers baffled and concerned. But what makes it all worse is the discrimination thag is beginning to rise between both species.'

I blinked and reread the last couple of lines. 'Discrimination?' I held my breath and quickly responded.

'Wbat do you mean?'

He quickly responds back.

'Omegas and Alphas....all around the school...they're beginning to see each other as enemies. There have been a couple of fights already, and the Betas are caught in between without much of a say. It has gotten to the point where teachers are planning to discuss with parents about splitting up the groups.'

'That's bloody mad! Why?!'

'Omega believe that Alphas are the cause of their suffering, and Alphas are blaming Omega's lack of responsibility over any kind of incident involving them. Even with your case....'

'I haven't heard any of this at all...Dirk hasn't said anything either...'

'Of course not, why would he? He's trying to protect your sanity while unknowingly ruining it at the same time. Give him a call and ask.'

I stopped and carefully dialed Dirk's number. If this is what's happening then I need to know. I have the right to know.

DIRK (POV)

I sat on the roof of the school and allowed my own consciousness to fade awah into the deep recesses of my mind. There was too much going on around here, and there was no way I was going to go ahead and become involved. Maybe, I should attempt to do so just to prove that not all Alphas are like that scumbag. But if I get involved, then that will also get Jake involved. But in a sense he already is knvolved because he is the victim that was caught I  all this. His rape assault is what sparked up the separation between both sides and now the tension is on the rise. The only way to calm down this whole situation would be to find out more of the truth and have jake speak up. But there was no way I was going to allow him to relive those moments.

Ironically enough, my phone begins to ring and once I check the name I was pleased. It was jake. The irony just got more real. I answered and chuckled a bit.

"Ironic,  I was just thinking about you Jake.."

"Dirk...I have a question to ask of you...."

"Go ahead..."

"What's going on over there? At school....what is happening to the student body and don't lie to me..tell me the truth,"

"Who told you?"

"Aranea now answer me Strider..."

I sighed. That fucking spider guy is really getting on my last nerves. But I can't lie to Jake even though I have been for a while now.

"The whole school is in a fucking frenzy Jake,"

"What do you mean?"

"Omegas are becoming more and more paranoid, more and more violent...and are yearning for more dominance. Alphas are beginning to think that Omegas are trying to pin them all as criminals. Betas are all caught in the middle and are unable to choose any sides. At the next after school meeting with the parents, they plan to discuss on how to handle the situation. As far as I can see the entire school may wind up getting split up between each class. One floor for the Omegas, one for the Alphas, and one for the Betas. With a new system in play, it will provide more benefit and fewer incidents,  but what they aren't understanding is that this whole scene was not caused by a student. It was caused by a perverted adult who just refused to be responsible in regards to his students. So that's where the student body stands. Should it continue it will reach the board of education..."

JAKE (POV)
The thought alone of this entire fiasco being caused by me and my lack of responsibility is killing me. If I had refilled my medication...maybe then none of this would have happened...maybe things would have been okay....right? Right? Maybe...maybe....not....

My apologies guys I did promise to update more but I was busy cleaning, and cooking. And opening gifts. And now two new games have entered my life XD  I am sorry. But I will update more later on though. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!