Why me? Why with her?

Chapter 11

{Warning Abuse and homophobia}

I was throwing my arms in all directions, crawling as fast as I could, red liquid splattering everywhere.

I woke up in the morning curled under my bed. I was in a small puddle of my own blood. It hurt so bad to move. I crawled out from under my bed and went to the mirror, my arms were cut up really badly and I had a few small cuts on my back.

I snuck out to the bathroom and started washing the blood off, the water stung so much I wanted to die. I put Band-Aids on the cuts. I went to my room and saw I didn't have any more long sleeves. 

"I guess a jacket will do." I whispered.

I put on an old zip up hoodie and left he house.

I saw Jess and she smiled at me. I smiled back, wanting to tell her everything.

"Hey"

"Hey"

She put her arm on my shoulder and I wanted to tell her to move it, because it hurt so much, but it comforted me so much, I couldn't.

We got to school and I didn't hold Jess's hand, because it hurt to bad to move my arms.

*Time skip*

It was time for lunch and I could barely move without wincing in pain. I sat down beside Jess.

After a minute I heard Jess gasp. I turned to her, but it was to late, she grabbed my hand and pulled me to the bathroom.

"What is it, Jess?"

"Take your jacket off, now"

"Why?!" I asked, frantically.

She nodded to my jacket sleeve and I saw the blood seeping through.

"No." I whispered.

She took a step closer to me.

"NOW!"

Before I knew what I was doing I was pulling my jacket off. I saw all the Band-Aids had been soaked through. I was about to say something to Jess when, she hugged me.

"What happened?"

"M-my f-father." I stammered out.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't want you to get involved."

"Too late, I'm your girlfriend. You're problems are my problems. Now let's get you cleaned up."

Jess turned on the water and pulled the band-aids off and cleaned my arms.

*Time Skip*

{JESS'S POV}

It was the end of the day and I walked outside and waited by the gate. A few minutes passed.

"Where is this girl?" I mentally asked.

I saw a guy from her last class and stopped him.

"Have you seen Krista?"

"Ya, she left really quickly once the bell rang."

"Thanks."

"DARN IT KRISTA!" I yelled in my head as I went running down the road.

{KRISTA'S POV}

I felt so bad about leaving Jess but I couldn't stand to see her at the moment.

I got home and immediately I saw my dad and he saw me. I ran up stairs and he chased me. Before I could do anything to hide he was in the room with me, so I just ran and coward in the corner. Knees to my chest and head under my hands.