Numb (Harry Styles)

Chapter 6

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I felt my cheek burn and I couldn't stop crying. This is real life, what can I do to escape. We are on the fourth floor, I can't jump out of the balcony. Please God help me. They start to take my top off. Only my bra is showing. Why would they do this, I don't understand. I can't keep up. My pants is gone too. I'm lying in a bed with only underwears on. I've never been this expode to a guy in my life. I haven't even held a guy's hand. This can't happen. I don't want to be trash. I don't want them to take my innocent. I screamed as loud as possible to hopefully scare them or just get help from the neighbors. Why didn't anyone want to help me. What have I done to anyone God, please help me.

"If you don't shut the fuck up we will not only fuck you to death but film you naked and put it online." I hear one of them screaming to my face. I didn't move a muscle. I stopped trying. This was it. This is the end and no one could stop it. I can't fight three muscular guys. I am giving up on life. I just stare at the ceiling emotionless. I've never felt this exhausted. I just laid there letting these three strangers touch me.

"Good girl." A voice whisper calmly into my ear as he unzip my bra. I didn't feel anything. I closed my eyes hoping it would all just be a nightmare. Hoping to wake up. It was real. I felt the hands slowmy moving to my bare chest. I feel ashamed. They touched me from my chest down to my hips. Fingertips slowly taking my panties off while three mouths kissing every inch of my body. They have seen my scars. All I could do was nothing. I let them touch me. Why didn't I feel anything. Why didn't I run for my life.

"We will not hurt you baby. We want to study your skin." Jack whisper into my ear.

"Are you a virgin?" James asks without feeling ashamed. I didn't answer him. I couldn't speak. Not a word came out.

Daniel slapped me across my face for the second time. "Answer." He yelled to my face. I nodded. I heard them laugh.

"Mhm." I heard James say in pleasure. "We will make you feel good baby. Don't worry. We will not miss a inch of your beautiful body. It's a shame that you have scars." He adds.

"We will not leave any scars." I hear Jack whisper into my ears.

James held my legs apart and kissed my stomach. He made his way down to my sensitive area and my body inched for the first time. They seemed to like my reaction. Daniel kissed my bare chest while Jack touched himself. This was the worst day of my life. I felt like trash, giving them what they wanted. Daniel sucking my nipple hurt the most. A small unexpected shriek ecsaped from my mouth. Once again they laughed.

"You like this don't you, you slut." Daniel said out loud. He moved to my neck and I could feel that he left a hickey.

I didn't know what they did. James spread my legs even more, it started to hurt. I moved a little but their heavy bodies on me was hard to escape from. I felt James eyes on me.

"Jack! Film this." James tell Jack. What no. No.

"No, please don't. Please!" I beg.

"Fine but I want you to remember how good you felt." James says without feeling disgusting. Why is he like this. I didn't answer him.

I felt his warm tongue between my legs. I felt my body tingle. My body didn't stop moving to his tongue moves. He started to suck my sensitive spot and I let out a small moan.

"You are wet baby." James tell me. I felt my private area throbbing. I didn't know what he did but I don't want it to happen again. I feel so disgusting. This can't get any worse.

"I want to stretch that pussy out." Daniel says. What no please. I want to scream my lungs out but I can't get a word out. They told me they wouldn't leave any scars or hurt me. I want really want to die this time.

"No we should let her go but first let me just cum." Jack says and stands up beside my face. He touches his private one last time and something white lands on my face. They all just laughed again. I felt so humiliated. I let tears out again.

''I think it's my turn now. Mia, I hope you know how to suck my lollipop.'' Jack adds. I felt like a object, like their playtoy. Once again they laughed. Jack pulled my hair and threw me on the cement floor. I screamed in pain, this time I know I've got bruises. ''Shut up and blow me.'' Jack said with eyes full of evil. What, no I'm not goint to put his thing in my mouth. ''Now or I'll hurt you Mia.'' He says with a calm voice yet serious. What more can they do to hurt me? Everything has been done. This is enough. Why am I letting this happen. I should fight back! I stood up, It wasn't very easy because my knees really did hurt. I barely stood. I spat on Jack's face. I fought my way out of the room but Daniel and James held me back, laughing. I see Jack move fast and very angry towards me and slapped me hard across my face and punshed my hard on my stomach. All I could feel was pain, fear and helpless. I screamed. All I could do was scream. I dragged me out of the room into the kitchen and he heated the stove. He is really going to burn me. I begged him not to hurt me but he couldn't careless. I dropped down on my knees and looked up to him, all I could see was a demon. I stroke his genitals with my fingers, trying to look at his reaction and he seemed to like it. I wrapped my mouth around it unsure and sucked. He felt pleasure. Jack grabbed my head and starting to thrust in my mouth. I could barely breathe and I felt so sick that I wanted to vomit. He let out a big moan and pulled out of my mouth as I gasped for air.

''Your job is done. You can leave.'' He reminded me. I ran to the bedroom and took my panties, bra, top and pants.

"Baby, if you tell anyone about this it will be bad consequences." James warns me.

I dress up the quickest way possible and put my shoes on. I ran out the builiding. I ran as fast as I could. It hurted between my legs. I was emotionally hurt. I want to die here, right now.

I cleaned my face from all the tears and cum with my top. I ran. I never stopped. I checked my phone. The time was 5am. I looked through my phonelist. I saw Kat's number but I couldn't call her this late. She wouldn't believe me, she would tell James, Jack or Daniel and I would get the consequences. I can't tell anyone but I have to tell someone. This was not okay, this was rape. I feel disgusting. I want to tear apart my skin. I want to die.

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I'm infront of the door to our dorm. I can't face him like this. It's all his fault. He won't even feel bad about it. He can't care less about me. I open the door slowly, not wanting to cause a scene 6am. I walked in with a heavy breath. I closed the door slowly. I turned around not trying to face him. He is probably still sleeping heavily.

I went to the bathroom and opened the shower. I was going go take a bath. A cold bath to die in. I closed the door behind me and looked if he has return my razor blades. I looked in the drawer. I found them. He even bought more and new razor blades. This is another sign to kill me tonight. He doesn't care. If he did he would talk to me, nicely. I stopped the water and I took of my top and pants. I couldn't stop my tears once again. It was day two. Well, really day three but still a living hell. I sat down in the ice cold water and stroke the razor blade deeply into my arm. I've never cut my arm before but It doesn't matter because it will be the last time I cut. It was a very deep cut, I've never done anything like this before. The cold water is covered my own blood. This is it. The end.

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