Numb (Harry Styles)

Chapter 7

*Harry's pov*

She went to her bed and took her phone with her on her way out of the dorm. This time I couldn't shut up. I had to fucking tell her what's wrong with her. Maybe I was to hard on her but I couldn't care less. She didn't want to kiss me back. Why did she pull away and act so fucking innocent. It was just a fucking kiss, I wasn't going to sex her. She is so fucking weak it irritates me. Her innocent face and always drown in tears. She did all of this for attention. And I thought Kat was an attentionwhore. It's 2pm she will probably go to Kat's room. I don't like the idea that Mia is friends with Kat. Kat is a whore and Mia is to innocent and weak to be hanging around her. I turned the volume to the highest the speaker aloud me. I went to my bed and took a nap.

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I opened my eyes quickly with fear. The screaming song is my least favourite song on this playlist. Fucking shit, I almost had a heart attack. I almost ran to the speaker and pulled the cord out from the electrical outlets with my feet. The clock was 8pm. Fuck I've slept the whole day, how am I suppost to sleep at night. Mia is still not here. She is probably still with Kat. This is a great time for a shower. I take out Mia's razor blades and found my own razor. I shaved my facial hair and put the razor in the drawer. I went in to the shower and washed my whole body.

I put my boxers on and I lit a cigarette while opening the window between our beds. It was starting to get dark outside, I wonder if she will sleep at Kat's tonight too. I should check Kat's dorm at night so she doesn't know I checked on her. If you ask me I would say that's a stalker move but I was the reason she didn't sleep on her bed. I inhaled a long and strong last time from my last cigarette and exhaled the smoke out while throwing the cigarette out of the window and closing it.

I opened the computer and started to work on my home work I have had for a week.

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I'm finally finished with all my stuff. I think it's time to check on Mia. I put my sweatpants on and my white T-shirt while looking at the clock on my phone. 1am. They are all probably drunk at Kat's. I put my shoes on and leave the room.

I knocked on Kat's door twice and nobody opened. I guess the guys aren't here tonight, surprisingly. They must be sleeping, I should leave and try to sleep myself. I opened the door to my, or our dorm. I walk over to my bed and lay there with closed eyes. Trying to sleep but I can't. I feel myself slowly falling to sleep but not deeply.

I heard keys open the door and some footsteps that I barely heard. The door closed and I my eyes opened. I didn't move because I didn't want to loose my sleep, I just got it. It's Mia. She went to the bathroom and closed the door. I closed my eyes trying to fall asleep. The shower opened and that was all I could hear. Why would she wake up and come to our room to shower in the middle of the fucking night. She must be out of her mind again. The shower shuts off as I could only hear her sobb a little. Why would she be crying now. She should be sleeping. I get up from my bed and took my phone from the desk. The clock is 6am. Why would she take a bath now.

"Mia?" I say calmly not wanting her to cry even more. She didn't answer and I couldn't hear her cry anymore. I walk toward the bathroom door and knock on it. "Mia, are you okay?" I ask. Still no answer. Shit. I open the door as fast as I could. There she was. In the bathtub surrounding her own blood. Blood everywhere. She was drowning in her own blood. I ran as fast as I can to her body and lifted her up from the ice cold water. She barely breathed. I carried her to the floor between our beds and threw as many duvet and clothes as possible on her to keep her warm. I did the cardiopulmonary resuscitation for about two minutes before she breathed again. The fear washed through me. I've only been this scared before once.

"Mia? Do you hear me? Don't close you eyes. Keep looking at me. Mia don't close your eyes please." I tell her with a worried and shaking voice. I ran to the bathroom to get my phone. "I'm calling for help. I'll call the ambulance." I tell her calm and worried. Everything I tried to forget for years this hit me this very moment.