bad + yoonseok

9

yoongi woke up feeling like death.

he groaned at the pain his body was in and stretched out. he was in a bed, which was at least a positive.

he could hear taehyung snoring next to him and figured he must be at taehyung's house. he tried to climb over his friend without waking him and made his way to the bathroom.

he was dressed in boxers and one sock as he tried to bring up any memories of last night but his brain was completely blank.

the reflection in the mirror made him wince; he looked terrible, even worse than usual. his hair was a mess (and sticky in places, he didn't even want to know why) he had bloodshot eyes with dark circles underneath, he was covered in random bruises and grazes and stank of alcohol.

he checked for hickeys or scratches in anywhere suspicious. he couldn't find any, and since he was eating underwear he concluded that him and taehyung didn't have sex.

he felt relieved for some reason. he turned the shower on and got in while it was still cold, as the water warmed up he started attempting to rid himself of the sticky and grubby feeling he'd had since his last shower.

he thought of hoseok suddenly, and felt a strange wave of guilt wash over him.

he wasn't sure for what exactly, but he felt guilty. he hadn't seen hoseok since Wednesday.

he thought of that addictive, bright smile and felt a warmth in his chest. he rarely missed people, but hoseok seemed to be an exception.

he stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist, heading back to taehyung's room.

he found taehyung awake, looking through his phone. the boy barely looked up as yoongi started dressing himself.

"crazy night huh?" taehyung said, his voice deep and raspy with sleep.
"i want to die" yoongi said without a hint of emotion making the red head laugh.
"are you leaving?" he asked as yoongi was fully dressed in mostly taehyung's clothes
"do you have any food?" yoongi asked to which
taehyung nodded
"then i'll stay for a bit" he smiled

;

hoseok laid in bed. he'd been crying for about 45 minutes and had only just calmed down.

get a grip he had said to himself. he was partially crying over his argument with jungkook and partially crying over yoongi.

yoongi

if yoongi did have a boyfriend, the guy was lucky. he imagined what'd it be like to kiss the blue haired boy who seemed to only exist in his daydreams. he imagined his soft pink lips would feel like heaven.

to be able to touch and kiss and hold such a beautiful person would be such a blessing, evidently a blessing hoseok was not lucky enough to have.

rolling onto his side he held his pillow tightly. hoseok had never had his heart broken before. is this what heartbreak felt like? he knew he was probably being dramatic, but he was a dramatic person. or rather just emotional.

but how could someone as heavenly as yoongi break his heart?

he was definitely overreacting. he didn't know for certain that yoongi had a boyfriend. it could possibly be something jungkook made up just to deter hoseok from seeing him but the idea alone of someone else loving yoongi made him upset.

he would treat yoongi so well if he'd been given the chance. he would make sure the boy knew how wonderful he was every day. he would shower him with affection and attention if he could. he was sure he'd treat him better than whoever this 'boyfriend' was could.

he sighed, there wasn't much use thinking about it. he couldn't change the situation so he'd have to accept it.

;

somewhere during his 'accepting' he'd fallen asleep. he must've napped for a few hours, but he was suddenly awoken from his dreams by a loud bang.

he jumped and looked around his room. nothing seemed out of place so he was confused until another bang made him jump again.

he looked behind him to where the sound seemed to be coming from.
the window?

a few seconds passed and the bang was heard again, this time accompanying the small rock he could see hit his window.

cautiously, he opened the window and scanned the outside for the source of the noise

"hoseok!"

he looked down to see who had called his name and, as always, he felt his heart skip a beat.

(thanku for 150 reads!! *heart* this chapter was dramatic and cheesy lmao sryyy)