Your existence is everything to me. You helped me see the light again in the darkness. You made me feel reborn. You make me feel like I can have happiness. My past mistake would always hunt me down. I go crazy. I go nuts. I got out of control. You fear me, but you still loved me. You showed me love. You were like a window to me. You showed me light. Waiting for me to have curoage to cross over. You encourage me. You hug me so the fear would leave. You hold me tight, you hold me dear. But that day. That night, I started to lose you. When I start to see you losing your life. I couldn't think straight. My heart hurts. I couldn't. I couldn't think what I will be if you weren't there!!! I love you. Just as much as you love me. You love me greater as you still stayed by me when I got out of control. You protected me from a stab with poison. You saved me. But I was going to lose you. I was going TO LOSE YOU! There were only 3 medinces. Two of them didn't work. I worried. I ask. And I pour some in my mouth. Everyone in shock. Thinking that I would pour it in your mouth, but if this is my last time seeing you breath, I'll do this. I open you lips. I came closer and kissed you while the medicine went through. I begged God. Please don't take her away! Please! Please answer my prayer. I love you. You were my wife. The queen of the sun kingdom I rule. The rain queen summoner. I was you husband. The king of the sun kingdom. A kid. We both though that this wasn't going to last, but our love grew and we lived each other till death. I love you. Even if we are apart, we are still one. Please don't leave me.
