Spencer Hastings one shots

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It was all peacefull and lovely
My friends and our family having dinner made by my birthmother
It was to good to be true
It was to perfect and perfect can never really be perfect
I remember every single detail about it
The screams the tears the blood
So much blood

The window scatters gunshots can be heard
"Everyone to the ground" my dad screams
I'm stuck in the moment i can't move
Caleb pushes me down
"Spence what were you thinking"
"I don't know i couldn't move" i say he frowns
"I'm scared" i hear hanna say
The bullets are still flying around
Aria is full on crying
I don't see the others
"It stopped" caleb mumbles
"I'll check if the others are okay"
"Be safe caleb"

"Hey spence how are you holding up" hanna asks
"It's been three days spencer you gotta eat something"
"I made you a sandwich"
"I'll leave it on your nightstand"
"Love you" she kisses my head and leaves the room
Tears are falling down my eyes
"That's what he used to say" i wisper to myself

I see caleb walking to the others side of the room where the others probably are
Bang bang bang
And there the bullets are again
"Caleb" hanna screams
"Shit" i mumble to myself
She tries to go to him but i stop her
"HE'S MY HUSBAND I NEED TO KNOW IF HE'S OKAY, SO MOVE" she yells
"Caleb would want you to be safe so i'm not letting you run trough the sea of bullets"
"Fuck you" she spats
"Hate me all you want but i'm not giving in!"
She crumbles to the ground
"I just want him to be fine"
"And he will be" i assure her
The shooting stops again
"CALEB" hanna screams while running to the other side of the room
"Shit" i mumble while going after her
But i wasn't ready to see the thing i saw when i went after her

"Hi spency" the girls walk in
"It's time for the funeral" alison says
"I know" i mumble
I fix my dress while walking to the car
We pulled up at the church
"Come on spence"
All five of us walk to the fround bench
The pastor starts talking but i don't listen i keep loolking at the photo
The photo of him

He's laying there
Everyone is crying my dad is trying to stop his bleeding
"I'll call an ambulance" aria tells us
Emily is full on sobbing and alison is sussing her
caleb is comforting hanna
And i i don't do shit
I feel numb, everyone is doing things but i can't see what they are doing
Time goes way to slow but looks like it's going fast
The last thing i remember is saying a white blanket laying on top of the body

I feel an elbow punch my rib
I look to my left to see hanna was the one who did it
"Time for your speech" she wispers
I walk to the front and see everyone looking at me
"I'm gonna keep it short" i begin "or else i colaps"
"He was a great person he was as most people know my everything my boyfriend"
I begin trembling
"Th th the..." i take deep breathes
"The father of my unborn child" everybody gasps
"I'll always love hi he's my soulmate"
"Thank you" my voice cracks
I sit back in the bench and listen to the pastor who continues talking
I can't breath i need to get out of here
I stand up and quickly run out of the room
I run and run i don't care that i'm tired i keep running
At one moment is arrive at a place that means as much to me as it did to toby
I haven't eaten any shit in almost a week
I smell like shit i look like shit
I look down, should i jump?
i always fight and keep fighting i'm always the perfect younger one of the hastings addition
WELL FUCK THAT!
with that thought i jump
I'm feeling free i never felt as free as i'm feeling right now
My back hits the ground and the hole world goes black

Hello peeps how was that ^
How you'll enjoy this one-shot
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I have an audition for k&l (an event of my school) in 4 days and i'm so excited i'm gonna sing the song on top with a couple of other kids