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Come on spencer you can do it
Here i am spencer hastings sitting on my bed with an apple in my head trying to take a bite
"I can't do it" i wisper to myself letting a tear slide from my eye.
I can always do something if i want to but this... this was to hard
Why can't i just be like melissa
"Hey spence" my tiny best friend says cheerfull
"Hi ar bear"
"Why are you eyes red?"
"The light probably triggerd my eyes, nothing to worry about"
"Are you coming to dinner tonight"
Dinner? Shit shit shit hanna invited us to dinner shit i forgat
" yeah shure"

Here iam sitting next to toby cavanaugh
Who is that?, you might ask
Well that's my ex boyfriend
Why we broke up?, you might ask
Because we had a stupid pregnantcy scare and it fuck our relationship up
But i don't care cause we're friends at that's great! right...?
"dinner's ready" alison screams
Not even 5min later and everyone is eating there food like animals
"Spence aren't you gonna eat" toby asks
"I'm not feeling very well so no"
Great now everyone is starring at us
"Is something wrong with the food spence" alison asks
"Spencer is not feeling right" toby answers for me
"I think that i'm going home you guys"
I stand up waving at them and walk outside as fast as i can.
The tears are falling like a waterfall
It feels really weird to be mad at yourself cause you wanna eat so bad but you can't
It's a struggle that will make you crazy... no made me crazy
"Spence why are you crying"
My eyes get wide as i'm turning around why the hell is toby standing there
"I feel sick i told you"
"You know that i can see that your lying, really spence you can tell me"
"I'm not lying i'm just not feeling well"
"Okay then let me take you home, i can make some chicken soup"
"You don't have to i'm not even hungry"
"You say that a lot lately"
"Spence are you sure that your not feeling well, if there's something wrong you can trust me"
I wanna tell him so bad but i can't i just can't
"Everything's allright tobes just go inside"
"NO"
Did he just say no?
"No i'm bringing you home,making you soup, tuck you in bed and hopefully you'll feel better in the morning"
And before i know it were at my place
"How did we get here this fast"
"You kept falling asleep spency"
"Ohh"
He sat me down on the couch and started making soup
"I can't believe that you went to the store and got all the ingredients to make soup"
"I would do anything for you spence"
"Your the best tobes but i really am not that hungry"
He stops stiring the soup and walks over to me
"Spence i know that your not feeling sick"
Wait whooo how did he know that
"I really feel sick toby"
"Spencer stop with the bullcrap , i've noticed that you say 'i'm hungry' a lot and that your getting tinner and weaker every day"
I'm speechless i don't know what to say to him
"I don't care if you want me to or not but i'm gonna help you"
"Why?" I ask
"Cause i fucking love you spencee hastings, that's why!"
We're looking right in each others eyes
He is about to kiss me when i stop him
"The soup is boiling"
"Shit" he curses and runs to the stove
"But toby one thing, i love you too"i say smiling.

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