FOREVER YOURS [ᴋᴛʜ]

HEAVEN

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Silly you, love sick me.

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You were so perfect and graceful around others. Then why were you so clumsy and silly around me?

I still laugh at your silliness. I still cry at your clumsiness. And I still reminisce that evening of you and me. Of us.

"Taehyung, tell me how should I repay for this wonderful gift?"

Can I have your love? Can I hold your hand forever?

I wanted to say them so bad but like always, I couldn't. Like always, your smile and your glittering eyes stopped me.

I couldn't take the risk to ruin your happiness. It was a sight that always made me happy, my heart content.

So I said something a good friend would say. I proved to be a coward again.

"You don't have to. Friends don't pay each other."

But I wanted to be more than your friend.

Your smile faltered but you recovered it quickly, thinking, I wouldn't notice.

If only you knew there's not a single thing about you that went unnoticed by me.

If only you knew.

I still think why your smile faltered.

Was it because I asked you not to pay or was it because I said we were only friends?

Were you expecting our relation to be more than friendship? Were you also secretly wishing to be with me?

And this also goes to the long cue of my unanswered questions.