FOREVER YOURS [ᴋᴛʜ]

BEND

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You are my sorrowful happiness.

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Reminiscing you, always starts with me smiling and always ends with tears making me feel devastated and broken.

The calmness and serenity of the river should've given my heart some peace but something about it was making me feel uneasy. As if it was a warning for something ominous.

Love sick me, decided to shrug it off and keep all of my focus on you. After all, there's nothing more important to me than you.

A gentle breeze blew the flower from your perfect wavy hair. The yellow rose fell into the deep water.

It was drowning. Before I could mutter it's okay, you already started to move.

"Stop! Get back here! It's already drowning, you will fall. Don't bend!"

"No! It's Taehyung's rose. I can't let it drown like this."

It, Taehyung and Rose－ my stupid heart decided to flutter at those three insignificant words.

You being the silly you tried to take the flower out of the deep water despite my warnings. You were doing your useless efforts when suddenly. . .

"Taehyung! Tae-"

I jumped into the water. Was it irony that I couldn't swim?

I tried to take your hand. But no matter how much I tried I failed.

Water was filling up my lungs. My sight was becoming blury.

You were nowhere.

It was a hand that pulled me up. Someone was saving me. But I didn't want to be saved. I wanted to save you.

"Are you okay boy? Talk to us please."

I was trying.

I was trying hard to talk but nothing seemed to come out of my mouth.

My mind was constantly screaming your name but my mouth wasn't able to form the words.

There was silence. Deafening silence.

The sun has set. The gloomy sky was slowly becoming full with stars.

Underneath the sky, I was lying lifelessly on the hard surface below me. I was breathing hard. Each row of the boat took me far far away from you. Yet, I couldn't protest. My silly mouth wouldn't open.

Is this the love you claim to have for her, huh?

My conscience mocked me.

I was tired. So tired that I couldn't even argue with my own conscience.

The sky was getting blury or maybe it was my eyes. Everything around me was blackening. I blinked to stay conscious. No avail. My mind became blank as the darkness grasped me.

I tried hard to keep my eyes open and look at the sky which was filled with stars.

But where was the sky? Why was it morphing into your face?

You were smiling while looking at me but your eyes were so sad.

It wasn't the kind of smile that made me happy.

It was the kind of smile that was wrenching my heart, giving me sudden rush of pain.

Seeing you should make me happy right? Then why tears were flowing from my eyes?

Why my heart felt like it was being ripped apart?

Why did I feel like you were letting me see your face for one last time?

Note :

I think it was clear but still I should clarify this. Italic format writtten in quotation marks is for the other characters.