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I pretend to look around, but I'm actually looking for you.
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" Stop. Your only hurting your self," he said to me.
" What if I like the pain?" I questioned him.
"Then I would only hate myself for it." Kelvin stood up and walked away. His figure was getting smaller in the distance.
"Wait don't go," I screamed.
" Where are you going, don't leave me?" I screamed at him, tears made their way down my face making me uglier by the second. He disappeared and I could feel it. The emptiness.
" What do you mean?" I cried
I woke up with sweat everywhere and dried tears on my face. I'm okay. Everything felt so real. Like it was really gonna happen. I checked my clock and it was only 3:00am. I laid back in bed only to find that I wasn't tired anymore. I stood up from bed and slipped on my slippers. A slight headache creeped up on me. Great just the morning I planed on having. I figured I'd go out for a walk, just to waste time until I go to school. As soon as I closed the front door I felt as if everything on my shoulders disappeared, I guess I just needed fresh air from everything that happened recently. Our neighborhood was quiet. Houses would be at least 10 feet apart. I guess you could say this was a pretty normal neighborhood. I turned the corner that lead to another street, usually I would go to this place that was near by. It was an abandoned 5 story building that was about 2 miles away, I know it's a long walk but it was worth the view. The building came into sight, it was big with a coat of grey peeling off, Graffiti stuck to where the front doors stood, I started off into the building, as soon as I reached the roof I sat at the edge with my feet hanging off. I don't plan to jump though, what's the point in that, I have a long life ahead of me, and I'm not going to let other people say otherwise.
Man how I wish I could be held in his arms I wish to the skies. A shooting star came into sight. Instead of wishing he would love me I wished for what I wished the most, for us to be best friends again. His smile is so infectious, i swear to you he can light the whole room up. His eyes are so warm you would never be cold in his presence. His arms would keep you safe and would probably never let go but in some situations it's possible. I felt something drop onto my lap. Water. I had been crying when I haven't even noticed. How can I want something I can't have?
" What are you doing?" A velvet unfamiliar sound voiced.
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I'll Wait
Fiksi Remaja"Next time could you maybe watch your fucking step" he barked at me. He heavily sighed and narrowed his eyes at me. " Sorry I wasn't watching where I was going." I looked at the ground in shame. A pang in my chest took place instead of the fast pace...
