Selena P.O.V
I wake because of I feel cold in my left arm.I open my eyes glanced at my left arm,I found a cold compress in my arm.Why do I had these?I turn my look at the ceiling back,I remember last night what happen.My arm hurt so bad,I saw my mom enter my room.
"Good mornong selena"she sit in my bed with no emotion.
"Morning Mom,what are you doing her?"my eyes still close and the flashback start again and again in my head I put my palm on my head trying to stop my thoughts.
"I'm just checking your arm,does it still hurt?"I avoid to look at her,instead of looking at her I turn my head where I can't see her.
"Your asking me if it's still hurt?When you do these to me,does you ever think that I might get hurt?"I'm trying not to let the tears fall.
"Selena it's not my fault,If you just listen to me then that would not happen"I slap my forehead.
"What do you mean mom?Did you mean that it's my fault?That's why I struggling with these stupid arm?If you guys doesn't fight,these would not happen.Imagined mom,you enter the house your head is hurting because thinking of school stuff.Then your parent's are fighting and yelling to each other.Did you think I want to stay here?"I hear her sigh,she stand up and walk towards out of our door.
Before she closed the door she say "Selena I just don't want you to get hurt when you go outside,it's already late night and you want to go out?I'm just protecting you."
I sit on my bed and take a deep breath.My phone ring and it's taylor calling me.I answer the phone,and I stand in front of my window.
"Hello?"i put my phone on my ear.
"Good morning Sel!"she reply back but she yell that cause me to put away my phone in my ear.
"Morning tay,what's up?"I put back and my tone is serious.
"what's up up,what?"she repeat what I say playfully every words.
"I'm serious tay"I reply back.
"Okey okey selly,you know don't be so serious sel in a little things.Because that cause a stress and your going to matured in a young aged"she giggle,but I'm not always serious maybe beacause the reason is my mom what happen earlier.
"I know,what do you want tay?"
"I'm going in your house,we need to go to library"
"Library?why?"
"I'm just going to a book,can you go with me?"
"Yeah I can,but you need to ask my mom first"my toned is unsure because of my mom.
"I can do that,I'll be there in one hour"
"Okey,Good bye tay"
"Bye selly"she hang the call and I put my phone back.
I take away the compress in my arm.I look at my arm and examine the color,it's color purple with a dark red.
My mom is so strong,that's why it get a bruised.She apply all her forced and angry on me,such an amazing mother but I still love her.
I go to shower and put my clothes in hang.After I shower I put my plain white shirt and a pair of dark jeans.I look at my face on the mirror,my eyes is still a little puffy.
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