Feel Me [Jelena story]

Chapter 7

                     Selena P.O.V

I wake when I hear loud noise,it's coming downstair.I look at the window it's still dark,I can hear my mom is yelling.But why?Who is she fighting?I open the door of my room so I can hear what she's talking.I can't hear my father voice but for sure it was he.

"We need to divorce!"I heard my mom yell,I can feel my heart sink and broke into pieces.

"What?what about our kids?"my dad yell I knew he was worried.

"Well,I'm taking gracie with me.And you,your taking selena!"what?sh-she's gonna leave me?I feel my body turn into like a water that fall in the sky.I closed the door and started to cry.

Why is these happening to me?My mom gonna leave and gracie,what should I do with my life?My mom is so bad to me,but I didn't care about it.I don't know what my life be without them.Where should I go?

Now I'm regretting of what I did,I hurt my mom through words.Now she's leaving,they leaving.I want to screaming in pain,but I can't for sure they gonna hear me.

I look at my phone to see what time is it.It's only 4 am.I lay on my bed and cover my face with pillow,I need to go back to sleep.I had a class tomorrow,I'm going to act like I didn't know nor hear what they planning.

What if one day I go home without them?Can I take these kind of situation?Maybe I should be ready anytime,anytime should come.They planning it so for sure it's real,waking up without them.

I always feel alone her in our house even though they were with me,but they are still important to me.No matter what they do,even I'm hurt they still my family.

I try to closed my eyes,it is too early for me to wake up.I had a class later and I need to be there,because of science I don't want leave even one day in school.

Memories is the hardest thing to forget because of it,you got a stamp in your heart.Memories that would never fade,even it hurt it still in your heart.

I remember yesterday,in justin house.Now a smile appear on my face when I remember his name.
When he came closer to me he is like a I can't explain.
His breath hit my face,the way he stare at me.I wish it was real,his eyes is so beautiful.

Justin!Justin!is on my mind right,what you did to me?Did you know that your the one I've been thinking right now?Your stupid!

I can't sleep I felt uncomfortable in my bed.I check my phone and it's already five in the morning,should I get up?but it's too early.

I finally had a answer,I walk to my closet and pick my skinny jeans and plain blue shirt that fits in my body.I go to my shower and started the water on.

After I finish walk downstair and my mom is not wake yet.

I decided to write in a piece of paper "mom I'm going school early I had something that I need to finish in school"I pick my bag and my cellphone.I paste the paper on the ref. And start to go outside,I didn't eat breakfast I just drink milk.

It's too early where should I go?I walk on the street were the sun starting to shine,I just to the park to refresh my mind.I reach the park,but it's too quiet I just sit on the bench and start to refresh my mind.While looking at the pond.

Everyday of my life lord made is full of sorrowed,why?No idea what I do in my life,full of arguments and pain.I sun start to shine and the time goose by.If someone could make me smile.

I stand up and start to walk on my way to my school.

At the school:

"Good morning sel!"tay smiling at me while I lock my locker.

"There's no good in my morning tay"I sigh and start walking way to my room.

"Why?Is there something wrong?or something happen?"I look down and nodd.

"What?"tay ask.

I look at her and my tears started to fall,she hugs me and say "It's ok sel,me and ariana always by your side.Tell me what happen,maybe we can help you"I saw ariana walking towards us while she was waving.

"What happen?"she finally reach us and tay let go in our hug.

"My m-mom and dad is...I'm cut of f with my tears fall even more.

Ariana hug me and rub my back,"What happen sel?"she let go and look at me same as tay.

"My mom and dad planning to divorced"I wiped my tears and my voice still crack.

"What?!"they both ask in shocked.

"Why?"tay ask.

"Because my father got a new girl and my mom going to leave me with my father"i sob.

"But why is your mom gonna leave you?"ariana ask came closer to me.

"Because she doesn't like me,she told me I'm stupid"we inturrupted by the bell rang.

The class went through but my mind is still in my family.I don't know what the teacher is talking about or saying all in my mind was my mom and dad and my little sister.They gonna leave sooner.

In the science time...(last subject)

"Is your project done?"our teacher ask and I look at justin who nodded.

"You can't pass it now"she continue.

Tay raised her hand and stand up "Ma'am but whay?"

"You may now take your sit Ms.Swift"tay sit down.

"Because class I'm gaving you a part two of you project"everyone groan.

She start to explain but my mind is flying somewhere.I distract by a crample paper is flying.

I look at the direction where the crample paper is coming from.And I saw no other Justin,whose throwing the paper on our classmates.That cause them to glare at him,but he just gave them a chuckle.

He look at me,but I turn back my look at our teacher where busy writing for the next part.

As soon as the bell rang I walk to my locker and put my things back.Then I walk way to my house.

I open the door,but before I can go to my room I saw my mom yelling at my dad.I look at them they just took a glanced at me and cotinue to fight.

I walk back to the door but my mom stop me.

"Selena where are you going?It's already night!Go to your room now before I can lost my patience!"I turn back and look at her whose pointing way to my room.

I turn back my face way to our door to go out but she yell.

"Selena!Did you even hear me?!Go back to your room!"I didn't listen I just continue walking.

"Don't dare walk out that door!"before I can twist the door knob she grab my arm left arm and she's trying me to look at her.

I try to let go with her hold,but she was just so strong.She she drag me up to my room and I keep pulling just to let go in her hold.

"Stop it,Mandie!your hurting her!"my dad yell and my mom stop and let go my arm then she turn to face my dad and her eyes is full with anger.

"Go to your room selena"I nodd and run upstair.I lock my door and look at my arms.

I sit on my bed and sigh,while staring at my left arm.My mom hand marks on my arms,my arm look like a tomato it is red.And it hurt when you touch,I feel like it could go to contusion.

I lay on my bed and start to sleep.Trying to forget what happen today.