The sound of my phone woke me from my deep sleep. “Hellu?”, I asked and tried to open my eyes. “Lina here´s Luke.”, I heard my best friend, he sounded lucky and I don´t know if I wanted to know what happened yesterday. “Asthon comes over in 20 minutes. I hope you join us.”, he said. “I´ll give my best.”, I said, hung up and fell backwards into my pillow.
I slipped into my jeans hotpants and superman shirt and a cardigan. “Dad, I am off to Luke.”, I said as I entered the living room to put my shoes on. “Can you do me a favour before you go?”, he asked worried. “Yeah, at first I will go and search for Laura.”, I said annoyed and took my bag.
“Will be there later.”, I texted Luke and walked over to Laura´s best friends house.
It was normal to look after her after she had been to a party but it also annoyed me. Laura always acts like she´s old enough but it happened a lot of times where I found her alone after a party and she looked like crap and felt horrible.
“Hello Miss Adams, is Laura here?”, I smiled at the women in front of me. “No and you can tell your little sister not to come over again. She exactly knows why.”, the women in front of me told me. “Um.. Yeah I will tell her.”, I answered confused and turned on my heel. Where could she be?
I have no idea where she has been last night so I decided to walk over to Luke, maybe he saw her yesterday.
“Yeah, she really looked hot yesterday.”, I heard Ashton. “You should ask her out.”, he added and Luke started laughing. “Hi.”, I smiled at both of them as I entered the room. “Guys, was Laura at the party yesterday?”, I directly asked. “Yeah. Why so?”, Ashton asked and laughed. “She´s gone again?”, Luke realized. “Yeah.”, I answered annoyed. “Like I know she left with some girls from school.”, Luke told me. “I will be back when I found her.”, I smiled. “Come over to Calum then.”, Ashton smiled and Luke´s smile was gone. “Why? I.. um.. Sure.”, I smiled and left.
Is this dumbass hanging around with us for ever now? I can´t stand him. Well obviously, I don´t even know him so I can´t judge him but every normal person on this planet would give a random person a Hello, when they meet for the first time.
I had no idea where I should search for Laura, so I tried to call her without hope that she would pick up. “Get me out of here, please.”, he whispered into her phone. “Where are you Laura?”, I asked her. “Bakerstreet.”, she just answered and hung up.
Really I do like my little sister and I got this feeling to protect her after she´s 4 years younger than me but this is going to far.
“Oh look who is here. Nun Lina.”, I heard someone yelling and after all looked at me, everyone started laughing. “Can we leave Laura?”, I asked my sister. “Please.”, she said holding back her tears.
We walked in silence back home but this was to much for me. “I love you Laura, you know that. But this needs to end, okay? I am sick of it trying to protect you and just getting more hate for that. You´re 14 and not 18 who can party all night long. And what the hell happened with Anna? Cause you are not allowed to come back to her again!”, I yelled at her. “You don´t understand that okay? But I get that, I am not longer taking your time. Sorry for that Lina.”; she yelled back and run away.
“Laura!”, I yelled after her and started running as well. She sat down on a park bench and carried her face in her hands. “Want to tell me what happened?”, I asked softly and put an arm around her shoulder. “Not now Lina but thank you. I will just go home now.”, she tried to smile. “Should I come wi..”, I started my sentence. “No, I know you want to go see Luke. See you this evening.”; she smiled and walked away.
Something is wrong with her and I need to figure that out but I was curious to see Luke, he needs to tell me everything about that party. With a bad feeling in my stomach I walked to Calum´s house.
I rung at the door and an annoyed Calum opened the door. “What do you want here? I don´t think I invited you.”, he said to me. “But my best friend did.”, I answered. “Well then.”, Calum mumbled and I followed him.
Calum wore shorts and again a muscle shirt, it fits to him. His hair looked messy and he looked tired, maybe he has celebrated to long. As I looked down his body, I saw a tattoo and a scar on his ankle, which showed a date. “Is anything wrong cause you stare at my ankle?”, he asked. “No I um.. this tattoo looks good.”, I smiled at him. Calum started laughing and opened a door to his room. I am so dumb.
I saw my best friend with Ashton on a black leather couch and Michael on the bed.
Michael has always been one of the idiots who bullied me at school, he was an idiot, playing his game with a lot of girls who falls for them. Why the hell am I even here? I should just leave this house.
“What is she doing here?”, Michael asked Calum. “Don´t know. She wanted to see her best friend.”, he answered and sat down on his bed. “Found her?”, Luke asked me. “Yeah she´s on her way home.”, I answered him. “Good.”, he said worried. “Can I um talk to you?”, I asked Luke and wanted to leave this house with him. “Sure.”, he agreed and left the room with me.
“Something is wrong with Laura. She was so upset this morning and she cried, she never cried after a party. Do you know what happened yesterday?”, I asked him.
“Lina.. I... I am sorry for that okay?”, he said.
“Sorry for what?”, I asked him getting angry.
“Well, we all played truth or dare and Laura needed to take off her clothes. She did and some guys filmed it and uploaded it to the internet. Everyone was laughing at her then.”, he told me.
“And you´ve done nothing to stop that?”, I screamed.
“I tried.”, he shortly said.
I didn´t answer him just went back to the room and sat down. “Someone is in a good mood.”, Michael laughed. “I am off to get something to eat.”, Ashton said. “I will join.”; Luke said and Michael left for a date with a girl. So I was left alone with Calum in his room.“Where have you been yesterday? I thought Luke would bring you with him.”, Calum asked.
“I was at home.”, I answered him not able to look up to him.
“Why so? Hiding behind books?”, he laughed.
“You know nothing okay, so please just shut up.”, I said and looked up to meet his brown eyes.
He really looked hot. He was leaning backwards, his muscles showed up and he was biting his lower lip. “Are you nervous Lina?”, he asked, I played with my fingers and tried to not look at him again. “No, why should I?”, I asked him. “Cause you are alone with me.”, his voice was louder and when I looked up I saw Calum sitting next to me. “You should have some fun to forget about whatever you are thinking of.”, he whispered into my ear and a shiver ran down my back.”I do make you nervous.”, he smirked and placed a kiss on my neck. What the hell is he doing? And what the hell am I doing to not stop this?___________________
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