Dear Calum..

Chapter 04.

A few minutes after 9 I rung at his door again. “Like I see you like the idea being with me.”, Calum smirked took a step back that I could walk in.

“I am just doing this for my little sister, so please leave your mouth shut.”, I answered and brought my stuff up to his room.

“So how you imagined this evening?”, I asked as he walked into his room as well.

“Now that´s you´re asking, we can make out and have sex then?”, he smiled.

“Calum please, I just know your name not more why should I sleep with you?”

“Cause every girl wants to.”

“Maybe you have realized I am not like every girl.”

“Well yeah, Luke told me about that. We can eat and watch a film then?”, he suggested.

“Sounds better.”

“Great can you cook?”

“Um.. yeah?”

“Good, do whatever you want.”

“Seriously Calum? I am your visitor.”

“But you want that I delete this video right?”

“Whatever.”, I said annoyed and walked down the stairs.

Laura definitely needs to do this stuff the next time by herself, I am sick of that.

I looked into the refrigerator and found some chicken, I decided to roast it and do a simple salad for it.

It felt strange to be here with Calum alone, I knew nothing about this boy, just his name and that he hurt my sister a lot. “Can you please smoke that disgusting stuff outside?”, I said as I smelled the smoke in the kitchen. “That´s my house.”, he replied. “And I need to stay here over night so please stop it or go outside.”, I bossed him. “Fine.”, he said angry and stepped outside.

After I did the dinner and put it on the table with two plates and forks Calum came back and took a seat opposite me. “Looks good.”, he smiled. “Thank you.”, I smiled and blushed.

“So what´s there between you and Luke?”, Calum started a conversation.

“Nothing, he´s my best friend. I know him my whole life. My mom and his mom went to school together as well.”, I told him.

“Oh I thought you two..”

“No.”, I laughed. “the only thing I have shared with Luke was my first kiss.”

“Strange thing.”

“Yeah kind of. Do all your tattoo´s have a meaning?”

“Some.”

“What´s that on your ankle?”

“That´s none of your business Lina.”

“I am sorry for asking.”, I said embarrassed.

“It´s okay you can´t know, I think there is a thing in your life you also don´t like to talk about.”

“Right.”

The day when my mom passed away threw up my mind and the fork I hold in my hand fell down to the table.

“Come on baby, mommy is late for work.”, my mom said as she dressed myself. Mom has always been so busy, I was only 4 years old and my mom wanted to bring me to my uncle, dad was at work and my mom wanted to leave for work.

“Can we go to playground mommy?”, I asked her.

“Uncle Dan will do this with you honey. Mom is really late.”, she smiled at me. “Shit.”, she said loudly. “That´s not allowed to say mommy.”, I told her. “I know baby I am sorry. Hurry now.”, she said and wanted to bring me to car, when my uncle arrived in front of us. “You´re my hero Dan. I am late, it´s nice you pick her up.”, she smiled at my uncle. “I know I am a hero.”, her brother smiled at her. “Be nice to your uncle, I will pick you up in the noon babe. I love you.”, she smiled and kissed my cheeks.