“Well I am fine.”, I answered to his question. “Thats good.”, he smiled at me. “Anything else? I would like to go to my best friend and talk to him.”, I said and opened the door.
“Can.. Well... Is it possible to meet me tomorrow Lina?”, he asked shyly and nervous. “I´ll text you tomorrow.”, I said. “Okay. Good night Lina.”, he said, kissed my cheek and walked downstairs.
“Hey Cal, don´t hurt her or I´ll kill you.”, I heard Luke saying to Calum. “I don´t.” was the last I heard before the door closed and Luke walked up to my room.
As I woke up the next day I felt Luke´s weight over my body. “Hey fatass get off of me.”, I laughed and I heard a little mumble “I am not.”
“Do you feel better today?”
“Yeah, I do.”
“That´s great. What are your plans for tonight?”
“I wanted to go to the city, nothing big, just some girl shopping.”, I smiled at him.
“Should I come with you?” he asked.
“No, I know you don´t like shopping with me Luke, so it really is okay.”, I laughed.
After Luke and I had breakfast Luke went home and I got dressed to walk into the shopping centre. I bought some new tops, some new shoes, totally spontaneous I walk in to the hairdresser. “Haven´t seen you a long time Lina.”, the older women smiled warmly. “Yeah, had a lot of stress.”, I said and sat down in front of a mirror. “What can I do for you?”
“I need a change, maybe my hair blonde and a bit shorter than now oh and the hair from the bottom here, I want it on the other side, that my hair is falling into my face a bit.” I explained her.
“That´s really something new, you never wanted something like this.”, she smiled “But we can do it. Let´s go.”, she added and so we started.
Abby threw the colour on my hair and we talked for more than 30 minutes about the school, my dad and my plans for the future. She has been a good friend of my mom and so I enjoyed seeing her.
After 2 hours of talking, cutting my hair, styling and make up Abby smiled at me. “We are done.”, I opened my eyes and looked into the mirror. Holy hell, what have I done? “I like it, your beautiful blue eyes shine bright, like your mom eyes did.”, Abby said. I hugged her and gave her the money before I made my way home, directly into my room.
My phone rung and I opened the text from Calum.
*It´s almost noon and you haven´t texted me. C.*
*I was bussy.*
*Like to come over?*
*I´ll be there at 8.*
I threw my phone onto my bed and opened my dresser to get some cool clothes. From the back of the dresser I took a skinny black jeans and one of my new white tops, also I slipped into my leather jacket and refreshed my make up. Why am I doing this? Why do I want to look so stylish to see Calum? I need to change my opinions on everything. I need to not care about everything. That´s it, I need to change.
“Hey, where are you going?”, I heard my stepmother from the kitchen. “I am off.”, I said quick. “Where?”, she asked. “Why do you care?”, I said and slipped into my black boots. “Your dad is gone for a week and I need to know where you are going.”, she said. “Well, I am old enough to do my own decisions but I am friendly, so I am off to Ashton.”, I lied. “When will you be back?” - “I don´t know. Maybe tomorrow morning or late in the evening. I really don´t know.”; I said annoyed and just walked away. She yelled something after me but I didn´t hear it.
I passed down the streets till I saw his house, I knocked and waited till he opened the door.
“Hey I.. wow.”, he stuttered. I walked in and sat down at the couch in his living room. “Why you wanted to see me Calum?”, I asked him. “Uhm.. There´s a party and I thought you´d like to come with us and what happened to your hair?”, he said and asked.
“I needed a change.” I told him. “You look great Lina.”, he said. “Well thanks, where is the party? Who´s coming?”, I asked him to change the subject.
Well obviously he liked my new look, I need to do a plan, I need to do a plan to get him, to change myself. My whole myself. I smirked, as Michael opened the door and walked in.
“Hell, hi, who are you?”, he smiled, sat down next to me and put his arm around my shoulder.
“Lina, my name is still Lina.”, I said and smiled at him before I stood up.
“No way, what happened. You suddenly look so hot.”; he laughed. “Shut up Michael.”; Calum said.
“Luke and Ashton need to be here soon, so let better get something to drink.”; Calum said and walked into the kitchen.
“I´ll help you.”, I said, afraid of being alone with Michael. “Do you even drink after the last time?”, Calum smiled at me. “Of course.”; I said, took a glass and filled some wokda and orange juice in it.
With one sip I drunk the glass and Calum just starred at me. “What?”, I asked and filled the glass again. “Uhm.. nothing.”; he said and brought the stuff into his living room.
“So I don´t know what´s going on with her. I need to talk to her tomorrow and I.. Lina?”, Luke asked shocked as he saw me on the couch between Calum and Michael a bit drunk. “Lukey.”; I smiled at him and hugged him. “Are you drunk?”; he asked, I didn´t answer I walked over and hugged Ashton. “Let´s party!”, I yelled and took my glass again. After Luke and Ashton drunk some glasses as well we made our way to the house again we have been at the last party.
This is my time, my party and my moment to change. I just don´t really know how but I think this could just start somehow. As we entered the room the loud music came over me I straightly walked onto the dance floor and started dancing. Where is this night going to end?
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Fanfiction"Okay, so this is the third time this happened we can make a deal if you want to. We can have sex sometimes, no feelings, just sex and nobody will ever know. What do you say?", Calum suggested. "Okay, deal.", I agreed without thinking. Normally I wo...
