Chapter One: The Captain loves me?!

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     The Scouts just got back to base after a long pointless expedition. The cadets took care of the horses in the stables and walked to their barracks. Eren was walking to the door of his cellar, making an echo bounce off the walls with each step. Torches lit the way downstairs and through the halls.
     Eren was exhausted and all he wanted to do was sleep. Following behind him was Erwin, holding a set of keys to lock Eren up.
"Tell me again why I have to stay down here?"
Eren groans as he entered his chamber.
"I'm sorry Eren, but you still can't control your titan powers at will, and you could shift at any moment. We wouldn't want you to break anything or hurt anyone..."
Erwin locks the barred door, testing to see if it won't open.
"Stay down here a while longer...besides, it's not up to me to decide when you can sleep upstairs..."
He starts walking down the hall.
"It's Captain Levi's..."
      At hearing that name, Eren looked at the floor, knowing that Levi had a say in everything he does. He was tired of it. He wanted to choose his own actions. He was tired of being bossed around, always having to be at Levi's side, being Levi's dog.

Eren's POV

I trudge to my bed, plopping down and trying to get comfortable. I tossed and turned, struggling to at least get a bit of sleep, but I couldn't. My body shivered, it was cold down here and the one blanket I have wasn't enough. Trying to make the best of things, I curl up.
A few minutes later, I heard a door shut, and slow footsteps getting closer and closer. I pretended to sleep, not wanting to move. I heard jangling keys as well, unlocking the barred door. Hearing a heavy sigh and footsteps moving away, I relaxed a bit. Until suddenly a large, soft blanket was placed upon me.
"If you were cold down here, you should've just told me brat..."
The voice was deep and distinct, for I hear it every single day. 'Levi actually cares about me....'
The footsteps trailed away back upstairs, followed by the door closing softly. Feeling snug, I fell asleep.
The next morning I woke up early, feeling much better. My door was still unlocked, meaning Levi forgot to lock it. I went upstairs and to the kitchen, where only Levi sat at the back table drinking a cup of tea. He seemed to be lonely, so I slowly made my way towards him, scratching my head and sitting in front of him.
"M-morning Heichou..."
"Morning..."
"How did you sleep?"
"...I didn't ..."
I forgot...he hardly sleeps at all...that's why he always looks so tired..
"Well...um...I'm sorry to hear th-"
"Are you really...?"
He glances up at me. His blue eyes piercing right though me, causing my heart to skip a beat.
"I-I am sir...you need to take better care of yourself..."
"I'm fine...stop caring about me so much..."
"Nng...I'm sorry...I-I just..."
"Don't be...it's fine. I'm just...tired I guess..."
Levi blinked his eyes slowly, yawning and looking at me sleepily. I decided to sit next to him.
"You can try sleeping now...on me.."
"..nn...Eren, I'm fine-"
"Please! Please...you need your energy..."
After hesitating a few seconds, his head rested on my shoulder, and sure enough, after a few minutes he fell asleep. As I looked down at him, I smiled to myself. 'He's...pretty cute when he's asleep...' I put my hand on his head, petting him and playing with his hair.
After a while, others started coming in and I stopped. I nudged Levi to wake him up, but suddenly his arms wrapped around me, hugging me tightly. My body flinched and my heart started beating faster. I could feel my cheeks blushing a bright pink.
"U-uh...captain, maybe you should go to your room..."
He groans and hugs me tighter, his strength almost crushing me. I tried to stand up, but he stays latched on to me. As I look to my right, Mikasa was staring right at us, her fists clentched. 'Damnit....I can't have everyone see us like this!' I carried him in my arms, his weight seems to be getting heavier with every step as I walk to his room. I set him in bed and he pulls me down with him, hugging me like a pillow. My cheeks were burning with embarrassment, but I couldn't escape. I stayed in his arms for a while, until I fell asleep as well.
When I woke up, he was gone. Sitting up, I rubbed my eyes and looked around his room. 'Levi's room....I wonder if he has any secrets...' I smirked to myself and quickly jumped up, running to one of his drawers. I started searching through stacks of papers, with only finding boring paper work, until a drawer to the side caught my eye. It was locked. I continued searching around to find a key, and I actually did in a spare drawer. I opened the locked drawer and looked inside, my eyes widened. It was drawings...of me. Picking one up, I admired at how well he could actually draw. I searched further into the drawer and found papers with writing on them. I couldn't read though, but there was a heart at the end of the paper. 'Does...does levi love someone? Was this for Petra? Hanji?' I pushed the drawer closed, locking it back up and putting the key back.
I ran back to the barracks where I found Armin. I know he can read, so I wanted to ask him.
"Armin, I found this in Levi's room and I need to know what it says!"
He looks at me with confusion, but shrugged anyways.
"Ok, I think I can read it for you." He took the paper and his eyes widened.
"Eren, this is about...you."
My mouth gaped open, suprised to hear that Levi wrote about me.
"R-read it then! Read it!"
Armin looked back at the paper and smiles to himself.
"I can't stop thinking about him. Every second of every day, all I can think about is that damn brat. Everytime he talks to me, my heart is pounding in my chest, and all I want to do is push him against the wall and take over his whole body. I know he won't feel this way about me, that's why I don't think I'll ever tell him. If I do, I dont know if I could handle rejection. But Eren is the only one for me, and so I could only wish that he loves me back. ♡"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing and I'll I wanted to do was cry. I've never felt like this before, and I'm so confused. I never knew this kind of love, but now that I know Levi has it, I feel a force pulling me to him. I had to see him. Jumping up, I ran out down the hall. 'I have to see him now! I need to know what's the meaning for that pap-'
I was suddenly pushed against the wall. I shut my eyes tightly in response. I could feel a warm breath brush past my neck, with an arm pushed up against my chest.
"Eren.....did you search around in my room..." The strength pushed into me harder. I didn't dare open my eyes because I knew that if I did, I would just melt.
"Tell me Eren..."
Swallowing hard, I nodded.
"What did you find..."
I didn't want to say. I didn't want him to know. I would be dead for sure! Keeping my mouth shut, I could tell he was getting impatient. Suddenly, his hand gripped my hair and I looked down at him. He pulled me down and smashed his lips onto mine, quickly slipping his tounge in and playing with mine.
My first instinct was to push him back, but his strength was too much. I had no choice but to kiss back. I closed my eyes and moved my mouth with his, fighting for dominance. As our tounges twisted around eachother, drool fell from my lips. He bites my lip and pulls back with only a trail of saliva connecting our lips.
"Meet me in my office...5 minutes..."
With that, he pulls away and walks down the hall. I stared at him, my face feeling flush. My legs were shaking and feeling weak. I felt like I was going to pass out. I slid down the wall, landing on the floor. My mind was boggled and confused. I didn't think I would ever feel this way about Heichou. I thought I was supposed to fall in love with a girl...but I feel so attracted to Levi.
I stared blankly at the floor for a few minutes. I slowly stand up and look back in the direction Levi walked. Taking a deep breath, I walked that way, inching closer to Levi's office. I reached his door, and slowly knocked.
"Come in..."
My shaking hand turned the knob and opened the door. Levi is sitting in his chair, his shirt unbuttoned and his legs crossed.
Biting my lip, I walked in farther.
"Close the door, lock it."
Doing as he told, my heart began to ache, only imagining what he wants to do. He stands up from his seat, walking closer to me.
"So...brat..."
His cold hand grabbed my hair and pulled me down, face to face with him now.
"Do you know why I called you in here?"
"N-no sir...not exactly.."
His tounge licks at my lips before placing his on mine, this time more gentle and passionate than before. I jumped at a sudden cold touch on my stomach, running up my chest, unbelting my gear. His lips pulls away as he continues unbelting.
"H-Heichou, what are you doing?"
"...You really don't know what I want, do you Eren?"
His eyes met mine once again as my belts fall.
"I honestly dont know..."
"Well then, I'll teach you. They don't teach you these things in training, and you're too young to know anything about it, so I'll lead..."
My shirt was being unbuttoned as he told me this, his hands ran down my chest and stomach. 'I don't know why I'm not stopping him. I know it's wrong. But...'
I suddenly felt his lips on my neck, trailing down lower and lower. 'Why are my pants feeling tighter...what are these feelings...why is heichou doing this...what is he doing...'
"Heh...you're already hard...and I haven't done anything... yet"
My pants were pulled down quickly, and my face blushes from embarrassment. I couldn't bear to look down, because I know he'd laugh.
"Heh...Not bad..."
His lips started sucking on my boxers, leaving a large wet spot. My body shivers at the feeling, my legs starting to feel weak again. He pulled down my boxers and immediately started sucking my dick. I jumped a bit and shut my eyes tightly, never feeling like this before. My breath trembled as I tried telling him to stop, and instead of saying stop, the words turned into other noises, filling the room. He suddenly stops, causing the rising feeling to drop.
"H-Heichou...why...why are you..."
"Shh....just let me do this...I know you like it..."
He looks up at me as I peeked my eyes down at him. His lips and chin dribbling with saliva.
"What I want you to do, Eren...is to lean over my desk..."
"W-why-"
"Do it. I don't want to be forceful." He starts taking off his own clothes quickly, tossing them into a corner.
I stepped back and tried reaching for the doorknob behind me. As I attempted to open the door to call for help, he stands and pulls me away from the door, covering my mouth with one hand.
"I didn't want to do this Eren...but like the shitty brat you are, you won't listen."
He throws me to his desk, bending me down.
I felt his finger going up my ass, sending shivers down my spine and a moan to slip out from my lips. I felt another finger enter, and another. They fingered up my ass quickly, and I couldn't help but give in and moan my heart out, shouting his name.
"That's more like it...you little shit. You should be grateful, you know."
His fingers leave my ass, both of his hands grab my waist tightly as he stands behind me. I felt something pressing against my entrance, wanting to push through.
"To have your captain fall for you...you should be grateful..."
It pushes inside me, causing me to let out a sharp whimper, my eyes tearing up.
"Tell me....should I stop?..."
Should I tell him to stop?....what would happen if I do?....
"No...don't stop Heichou..."
"Very well...just be warned..."
His body leaned over my body, his breath going past my ear.
"This is my first time too...but I'm not going to be gentle...."
With that, he pushed himself in farther and began to thrust inside me quickly. My head flung back as I started to cry and moan. I wanted him to stop, but I didn't. It hurts, but it doesn't. I want heichou to love me...because I think I love him.
"Fuck, Eren...it's so..nng..tight.." He showed no sign of slowing down, but his breathing was heavy. I could hear his own moans under his breath.
"Levi~ I..I love you! Ah!"
He didn't stop, or even said 'I love you' back. He started kissing the back of my neck, nibbling the skin with his teeth. My hands holding me up trembed. I fell against the cold desk, he went faster again. The slapping sound made after every thrust was consistent. The squelching sounds made were faster and louder.
"Eren...I-im g-going to- Agh!"
"Levi!~"
Juices filled inside me, warming me up. Cum from my dick sprays onto his desk and on my stomach. He stops thrusting, his breathing heavy. After he pulls out, the warmth left my body and I fell to the ground, too weak to hold myself up.
I was picked up off the ground and carried off somewhere. I opened my eyes slightly, seeing us in a different room. I was layed down on a bed, covers were pulled over me. Shortly after, he layed down next to me, hugging me close.
"I love you too, brat."
I drifted off to sleep, feeling refreshed and relaxed, feeling warm and safe in his arms.

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