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It started with a video...

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It all started with a video. A video he had seen about a month ago while lying in his bed and watching porn on his laptop. A video that has more or less consumed his thoughts ever since and made him want things better left unsaid. Gerard hadn't meant to click on the link to the video. However, the moment he saw a dark haired guy lying on his back with his knees pulled up to his chest and another guy thrusting into him, Gerard's cock gave this little twitch and that was it. His long, artist fingers wrapped around his dick and started pumping in time with the man's thrusts on the screen. It wasn't long before he was whimpering and moaning, then coming harder than ever before, all over his hand and stomach. Even getting a little on the keyboard of the laptop. Shortly after he fell asleep feeling calm and sated, if a little bit guilty. The guilt didn't last long though, and soon enough, he began to wonder what it would be like to touch himself like that. Or touch another guy like that. What would it be like to let another guy touch him like that?

It was all he could think about while jerking off; the seventeen year old imagined himself lying on a bed, moaning and withering, gasping some stranger's name. He imagined his legs spread out and his knees pulled up against his chest while being fucked relentlessly into the mattress, just like the very first video he saw. After a while that wasn't enough. Gerard wanted more. Wanted to know what it would feel like to have something thrusting into him, stretching him out and feeling him up. He just couldn't get over it, not that he even wanted to. And that really does explain how he found himself choosing the 'discreet billing and shipping' when finishing his purchase.

That was a week ago.

And now he's staring down at the black vibrator in his hands feeling a little nervous. Sure, it's not as big as a dick, but there will definitely be a stretch down there. He's also read that it hurts, and Gerard's not a masochist. What if something tears and he starts to bleed? Then he won't be able to sit for a week, and Mikey will find out because somehow Mikey knows everything and... He stops himself right there. Because really? He's being way too over dramatic and he didn't steal his mom's credit card to buy a goddamn sex toy for nothing. So before he can talk himself out of it, he sets the toy down on his bed and hastily strips off his clothes until he's left standing completely naked in the middle of his room. Suddenly, he wishes he had turned the air conditioner off, because he's actually pretty cold. Also, he wishes his door had a lock. He's home alone though, and his parents or Mikey won't be home for hours, so he figures he's safe enough.

With nothing else to do, he lays down on his bed, placing the vibrator and lube beside him. Just the thought of what he's about to do makes him excited, makes him feel a little warm. That feeling is only intensified as he rubs his long artist's fingers over his nipples; rolling them between his fingers and pinching as they harden under his fingertips. He teases himself a bit more, running his hand down his torso and gripping his half hard cock. He gives it a few long, slow strokes before moving down to his balls and it's not long before he's fully hard. Without stopping to think, Gerard spreads his legs further and lets his hand move lower until the tip of his finger brushes against his hole and "Oh", he lets a small gasp fall from his lips. He's actually surprised that small amount of contact felt so good. His finger continues teasing his hole, rubbing around it in circles and soon that's not enough. He wants more, to feel something inside him, thrusting and fucking into him. A better angle wouldn't hurt either because.

Gerard turns over onto his stomach, leaving his erection pressed up against the sheets, and his dick is really liking the contact that it wasn't getting before. His movements are hurried and clumsy as he pops the cap open and squeezes some of the lubricant onto his fingers. Not wanting to waste any more time, he lets his fingers find his hole once more, and this really is a much better angle. He applies more pressure this time, and slowly grinds his hips into the mattress, and fuck it feels so good, having both areas stimulated at the same time. It's still not enough so he gently eases one finger in and thrusts it in and out slowly, simply getting used to the feeling. "Huh." He hears himself say. Gerard's not entirely sure what it's supposed to feel like, but surely not this. He figures he must be doing something wrong, because isn't it supposed to feel good. Not that it hurts, it's just...weird. Not pleasurable at all, it just feels like...like he's got a finger up his ass. And not in the good way.