My Blame

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My Blame

I can't help
But cry
Knowing I was
Useless to you

My dearest friend
You don't deserve
That punch, and
The strangling that
Sent you to sleep

As I look at you now
The bruise
On your cheek
The claw marks
On your neck

You look
Like a mess,
I'm sorry I wasn't
There, I'm sorry we
Weren't there when
You needed us the most...

**

For someone I failed to protect, I am sorry I wasn't there for you. I failed to be that someone who's always there for you. I'm sorry that everything turned out to be a hell for you. I know you don't want me to blame myself, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, I can't help but cry for you...

💔💔💔

©chrissaviolet

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