Sunday, ugh. It means going back to reality tomorrow. Today I decided to be productive, a little bit. Not too much, ha.
I walked my way to the nearest coffee shop, ordered and sit down. I was sipping my sweet latte, enjoying and very peaceful, before everything went bad. The one person I was avoiding is right in front of me, well not really in front of me. But we're in the same room. I think I'm about to choke.
I'm debating whether to flee out of here or just play it cool. "Lexi, Hi." Good god its too late. I clench on my jacket and smile bitterly, "Oh great, its you. What can I help you with?" Calum sit down in front of me, god, the nerve.
"How are you, Lex?" I stare at him blankly, "Look, Cal. I can't do this right now, I have to finish my essay. And you're not exactly helping. So please, scram."
What a horrible turn of event. I didn't finished my essay, instead I'm in front of Michael house. Ready to cry and sob and be pathetic. Again.
"Ugh, I hate him, Mike. Like honestly what is he thinking? Coming here, messing with my head, my life and my frickin emotions. I am so done. But I also can't stop thinking about him." I rant at Michael.
"Okay, yeah. You're going insane, Lex." I glared.
"What? It's true, he left you without a word, and you're angry, sad, but you kept it all bottled up, you didn't move on Al. Now that he's back, you're so screwed." He said pointedly, I feel like punching Michael in the face. But deep down I know what he said is true.
After ranting and getting smacked in the face with some truth from Michael, I make a notes to myself. That I have to let my past go, I mean, it's just some stupid young love. But, fuck. I couldn't keep my mind off of him.
Monday.
Starting my day with food is literally the only way to get my mood good. I grab some snacks to stash in my bag. Today my mom took me to school. "Soo, I know that Joy Hood is moving back here. And.." I feel like exploding right now. Why is everyone asking about him?
I look out at the windows, "Stop it, mom. It's way too early to be talking about him."
I am so not ready for school today, or tomorrow, or like the rest of the year. "We're here. Have a nice day, sunshine." I smiled at my mom, "I'll try."
I yawned for like the tenth time, I didn't got much sleep last night thinking of Calum, I feel so pathetic letting him fuck with me like this, and he probably doesn't even know.
I feel like sprinting out of this cafeteria, and just before I do that, my savior came, "Hi, beautiful." I turn around and smiled sweetly, "My my, you're literally my lifesaver."
Ashton look at me questioningly, "And why is that?" I smirk, "Nothing, let's eat."
I smiled smugly at Stef who is looking at me and Ashton curiously.
Me and Ash sat down and eat our very delicious fries, "So, have you heard? We got a new student, I heard he was a student here before moving away. And apparently move back here, weird." Ash stated innocently, I try so hard not to glare at Ashton. Because I know exactly who he's talking about.
I roll my eyes, "yeah, I've heard. I also heard that he's a major dick." Ashton cocks his head, "really?" I nod, "really."
I literally have had enough with all these people talking about Calum. I feel like moving to another country.
After lunch, I enter my art class.
And just my luck, Calum is here. Cursing to myself, I look down trying to shield my face hoping that Calum don't see me and try to talk, again.
"Alexis." I sigh and turn to Calum, "yes?" he smiled, "you didn't answer my question yesterday. How are you?"
I stare at him like he just grow two heads, I don't get it why he act like nothing is wrong, honestly I feel like screaming at him about how he left me and almost drive me to insanity. "Oh, please. You know the answer, Cal. And honestly, stop greeting me as if we're friends. Cause we're not. So go away." I replied.
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The time I waited finally came, it's time to go home. And I'm on the verge of losing my shit because my mom said that she couldn't pick me up, what a day.
I was so lost in thought that I did not notice Ashton sitting down beside me, "whatcha doing sitting here all alone, beauts?" I smiled lazily at him, "waiting for a miracle. My mom couldn't pick me up. So here I am."
Ashton smirk evilly at me, "I'll take you home." He paused, I look at him weirdly, "But, on one condition." I glare at him.
"Yeah, sure. Whatever. What is it?"
Ash look at me expectantly, "Go to a party with me. It's a back to school party my mate always thow. Even though he's not in high school anymore, but he always do it anyway. It's gonna be fun."
I pretend to think hard, I hum, "it is been a long time since I let loose. So, when is it?"
Ash laugh, "Tomorrow night. Now let's get you home, princess."
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