I am out of myself today. I'm still remembering what he said to me AGAIN. Do you want some recap? "Let's stop this fight. We're going no where. I love you. Take care of yourself ok? Bye. Let's stop this fight. We're going no where. I love you. Take care of yourself ok? Bye." d>///<b OMG! Am I only dreaming? Slap me please I'm begging you. I want to know If it's real. Ate Ysa is staring at me now. I think she's observing at me. "Anong nangyayare sayo? Nahypnotize ka ba?" "No." "Nakadrags ka ba?" "No."
"Anong nangyayare sayo at para kang tangang kausap dyan? Kumain ka na nga ng maayos bago ko pa ihambalos tong hawak ko sayo." "Kalma. Goodvibes lang tayo ngayon ok?" "Goodvibes. Ano ba yun, nakakain?" Hay naku bilang isang mataas na klase ng species, hindi na kita papatulan d^_^b.
"Hi ma'am, may dala po akong mga prutas." "Naku salamat Juliet. Araw araw na kitang naabala. Wala ba kayong klase?" "Naku wala naman po kaming pasok ngayon. At isa a gusto ko pong masubaybayan yung kwento nyu. Ano po ba ang nangyare nung pangalawang date nyu?" "Ahh nung time na yun? Ganito kasi yun..."
"O san ka na naman pupunta?" "Having my second date with him ONLY." Lakas maka-capitalized ng 'only.' "O sya magiingat ka ah. Wag mo kong kalimutan na pasalubungan." "Ok po." I'm here na sa mall, waiting for my date tonight. This would be my best night ever. No not what you think ok?! Ang berde nyu d-_-b "Honey! I'm here." I go to him. I think he will give me something. "This is for you." "Wow, what is it? Oh a necklace." "Do you like it?" "Are you kidding me? No, I love it!"
"Let's eat." Inside the restaurant, we're only eating, chatting and tell about ourselves. "So you're parents are not always there for you?" "Yah that's why sometimes I'm getting mad to them. But I have my promise to my grandmom. Whatever happens, I will love my parents." "That's right. You know your grandmom was right." "Yah I know. Namimiss ko tuloy sya. dT_Tb" I started to cry. "Don't worry. She will always in your heart." "Siguro kung buhay lang si lola ngayon, she will happy that I have you."
"Really? I'd like to hear it!" "Oi friend nandito rin pala kayo?" Huh? Again she's here? This is our moment sana malaman nya. Can somebody told her not to ruin my night! "Oh Jhane you're here." "I'm actually, my parents want me to go out with them. Oh they've calling me. Excuse me guys." Hay salamat umalis na rin sya. Honey don't be bitter! I don't want to ruin my night. "What a coincident. She's here too. You're really a destiny friends. Isn't amazing." "Yah." I said it sarcastically.
"I don't know kung matatawag ko ba ang sarili ko na plastic but I do not consider myself as one of them." "Grabe naman po pala kayo nun. Pero diba kaibigan nyo po sya?" "Oo pero something change between me and her."
Oh she's waving to us. Ayaw ko na dito. "Can we go to other place?" "Why? You don't like here?" "Hindi sa ganun. Punta tayo sa FnB street." "Ok if that's what you want." I don't want to be an antagonist to my own story, iniiwasan ko lang ang bagay na maaring mangyare. "After that night, he suggested to me kung pwede nya ba daw akong ihatid." "Nagpahatid po ba kayo?" "Ofcourse. Moment ko yun eh. Pero habang nagdra-drive si Jhade..."
"Look it's Jhane." Again she's here. Everytime we get together, she's here. Nananadya ba sya? "Wait what are you doing?" "Going to your friend. I think she had a problem. Look, she's crying." What's wrong with her? Did her parents arguing to her and she walkout? "Hey, what's wrong to you?" "Oh my parents want me to marry Nathan but I don't have a feelings to him that's why I walkout." "Come here where going to have some fun." "What?! Ahmm yah come here. Were going to amusment park." "No thanks." "Yes! I mean, don't be silly. Come here!" Pachosy pa! Ikaw na nga niyayaya?!
Bakit ba ganito ang pakiramdam ko pag kasama namin sya? Bakit parang gusto ko syang awayin sa harap ni Jhade. Parang nakakalimutan ko na sa kanya ang salitang kaibigan. Feeling ko kasi may something between them. nakauwi na rin ako sa bahay and I straight ahead to my bedroom to get rest.
