Masaomi Kida x Jessica Minazai (Book 1)

Chapter 19 - Suicide or Homicide?

Jessica's P.O.V.

I refuse to accept that Kain would just commit suicide like that. I know I shouldn't just assume he was alright. But I thought he was anyway.

"Blake what do you think?"

"Hmm?" Blake seems to be absentminded.

"Are you even listening to me?" I rub my red eyes. Blake sighs.

"Yes I am. But you realize you slept with other man when you were still in a relationship with Masaomi. And besides from what it sounds to me he just lived out one final moment of lust."

I was about to yell at Blake, only if it what she said hasn't made sense...but it does. I wish it doesn't but it does. I was used for a release for lust. But if I'm being honest I wanted it. I wanted him. And even if it was for one night. It was amazing.

What am I thinking? I'm dating Masaomi. And I do love him. I can't believe I was blaming Masaomi for homicide. That was a ridiculous thought. I smile to myself for the first time since I found out about Kain.

"Have I missed the joke?" Oh Blake you always know how to reassure me. I'd be lost without you.

"Oi." Blake waves her hand in front of my face.

"Earth to Jess. Are you on the same planet?" I giggle.

"Yes captain," I salute, "I am on the same planet." I giggle again and Blake rolls her eyes.

"What will I do?" I saw Blake shrug before she rose to her feet. She stretched the bottom of her shirt lifted to reveal part of her stomach. It was bruised. Know that I notice, it's odd to see her wearing long sleeved shirts.

"Blake?" I look her. She tilts her head at me with a hand on her hip. Maybe I shouldn't ask. I shake my and smile.

"Its nothing. But you can talk to me anytime okay." I could swear I saw something flash in her eyes but it disappeared instantly and she smiled softly at me.

"Thanks."