The Hard Doubled Life

Confronting friends

Damn quacking sounds. It woke me up! Grr... I turned my alarm off and tried rolling out of bed. And then  

Boom!  

I ended up falling off the bed and on the floor.  

What a fucking nice way to start off the day Amanda!  

I got up and groaned. My shoulder hurts. Grr.  

Amanda you are either a very clumsy person or you have karma.  

Or bad luck.  

Wtf? Who's that?  

Your conscience  

So I'm basically talking to my self now?  

Yea.  

That’s a sign of insanity!  

Yup, so you’re going crazy.  

Am' not  

Are to  

Am' not  

Are to  

Am' n- Bam!  

Ughh. I am going to kill this door! Yess I walked into a door. And hurt my head.  

I rubbed my head and got ready for the horrible day that has come.  

I blocked any thoughts from my head that involved my work and friends.  

I wore black short shorts and a black Slipknot shirt. I put on my black and red wristbands. And of course my red and black Converse! :D  

And of course I changed my tote bag into a Slipknot one. For some unknown reason I wanted to insanely match today. I put on my black cutoff gloves. And took my suite case down stairs with me. I left the suite case at the door because Will is going to pick it up later. I went to the fridge and got a monster and a red bull. Yes both for me. And put it in my bag. Hmm I found a note on the fridge door.

Amanda,  

Hope today goes well for you.  

Good luck  

Mom&Dad

I threw the paper on the table and left.  

I walked in Kristian's house and found lighter on the table. Wtf? He doesn't smoke. Why is this here? Whatever I'll ask when he comes out. I started playing with lighter, turning it on and off over and over again. Until he came down.

He came out of his room looking all around. Looking for something I guess. He would eventually tell me what he was looking for. So I sat on the kitchen table and kept playing with the lighter.  

"Where did you find that lighter?" I looked to Kristian who had a relieved face  

"On the counter." I said.  

"Ooh. So that’s where it was."  

"Why the hell do you even have it?" I asked  

"My cousin came over yesterday and lit things on fire. So it's his not mine." he said coolly  

"You guys lit things on fire?"  

"Only like leaves and grass and plastic or whatever."  

"Ookayyy"  

I glanced at the clock then at him.  

"You have like 8 min to get dressed. So hurry." I said. He looked at what I was wearing and grinned.  

"Well aren't you all matchy matchy today?" he said amused.  

"Actually I am. Now go get dressed."