The Hard Doubled Life

After I Left

Still Andrew's POV

God, how I miss them (Nothing bad or anything towards God!!)

I miss my friends and I especially miss Lillian. My heart panged with the thought of my little sister. Even though she's gone, she's in my heart.

*Flashback*

4 Years Ago

I laid there on my bed looking at the yellow ceiling. Yes yellow, why yellow? Because Yellow makes me happy!

Hmm what should I do today? Go hang out with the guys? Stay and help my foster mom with the other kids?

I choose.... Hanging out with my guys.

I got up, took a shower and got ready.

I walked out my room and the phone rang but I kept walking to the door.

I was about to open the door when my foster mom called out "Andrew! You have a phone call!"

I whirled around confused. A phone call? On the house phone? People always call me on my cell phone.

I walked to the kitchen and my mom held out the phone to me.

I grabbed it and my mom left. "Hello?"

"Good afternoon Andrew" Said the person on the other line. But I immediately recognized the voice. 2 years and I can still remember that voice.

"Nicole?"

"Ahh, so you still remember," She said as a statement

"What do you want?"

"I have very sad news for you"

I got worried. "What is it?"

"It's Lillian"

My heart felt like a hammer being smashed on concrete, making cracks.

"W-w-what a-about her-r?" I stuttered out

"I'm sorry Andrew, there's no easy way to say this but she's dead"

And right there at that second my heart was ripped out of my body.

I dropped the phone. Tears started flowing. I picked the phone back up.

"How?!" I barked

"Calm down, Andrew, I understand how hard this is" She said in a calm voice

"Calm Down?! How the hell am I supposed to calm down?!" I sobbed.

"Andr-"

"Just tell me what happened already!"

She sighed.... "Your old group of friends from the agency were going out shooting and Dylan forgot to put on the safe on his gun an-"

"No. No No No No N-"

"His phone distracted him and he pulled the trigger while his gun was off course" She said sadly.

I cried harder.

"Amanda took off the second she heard her scream."

"Amanda..." I whispered. The person I had told to look after Lillian. "What do you mean she took off?" I asked Took off as in ran away? Or something else? Why would run away if she's supposed to look after Lillian?

"She ran to Lillian" Nicole said

"Where are they now?"

"Who?" She asked confused

"Lillian, Dylan and Amanda!"

"Lillian is being cleaned up to put in a casket. Dylan is in the campus's hospital and Amanda has people trying to calm her down. Amanda beat Dylan pretty bad, she was about to kill him too. Her mind is in a bad state right now."