Mental //[J.H.S]//

Sick

J.H.S
I don't feel good

Nothing feels right anymore

I've been in this place since I was young

I remember it clearly

My family

We we're happy

But something went wrong one day

One day something changed

They were gone in an instant

In a blink of an eye I was an orphan

I was maybe 10 or 11 when it happened

The images still haunt me at night

I watched as my family died in front of me, but I didn't do anything to stop it.

It felt like time froze

I was put into this hospital for a reason though

I killed the man who killed my parents

When I saw they were dead something in me snapped

I killed the man yet I'm here

I'm here living off of my own thoughts and the pills they give me with every meal

The pills

They make me feel better

They make me numb to any of the things that I feel

The room I stayed in was secluded on its own floor

The 12th floor

No one dared to come here

I was violent

All my room had was white around it and a small tiny window on the door

I would look through the window when I was bored

It was my source of entertainment

Perhaps the only thing that kept me sane in this place

One day was different though.

I saw someone.

Not the people who give me the pills but a girl

An actual doctor

No one came here

I watched in amazement

She didn't know I was watching but I was

Her

She was beautiful in my eyes

Pure and beautiful

Something I wanted to protect...

I looked through my window everyday hoping to see her. I could hardly tell time in this place as I was only allowed to shower once a week. I've never left my room other than to shower. I looked forward to seeing her pass by. It didn't happen often but when it did I felt a peace for once.

I didn't feel like I was sick when I saw her. Just seeing her put me at ease. I wanted to be closer to her. I wanted to talk to her. I wanted something to do with her. She was the bright light that I had saw in this place.

A/N: hey guys! I have a lot of motivation to write this story oddly. I've updated a lot tonight which is odd for me as I'm very spontaneous with my updates.

Anyways I hope you guys like it and let me know it too! I promise the chapters will get longer and better too, you just have to wait. :)