Mental //[J.H.S]//

Nature

Y/N's POV:

Today was the day. Today was Tuesday and I was going to be able to go outside of the hospital with Jungkook. I was going to go check in on Yoongi this morning and Hoseok before I went to check on Jungkook. The plan was to have my normal sessions with those two and then I would check in on Jungkook. I'd make sure he had everything ready and then the two of us would leave. I planned for the two of us to go out for lunch at a ramen place.

I knew that would make Jungkook happy. I couldn't wait to see the smile that would spread onto his face once he saw something other than packaged or cup ramen. I got ready like I always did but I wasn't wearing my normal work attire like I usually did. Since I was going out today, I dressed more casually.

I went out and bought Jungkook a pair of normal clothing too. I knew his usual patient clothing was something he wouldn't want to wear outside in public. I bought what I thought he'd like. He seemed to be happy with it so as long as he was happy it was a good buy. I looked in my closet at what I should wear.

I decided on some dark blue skinny jeans, a slightly cropped white t-shirt, and my white Adidas shoes. I grabbed my keys and any of the things I'd need before leaving my room. I put on my white lab jacket because I was still seeing patients so I needed to still wear it. I took the elevator down to Yoongi's floor like always. It was about nine in the morning so it was a little earlier than our normal sessions.

I walked out of the elevator and opened Yoongi's door. I closed the door behind me and went to wake Yoongi from his deep sleep. I gently shook Yoongi and unexpectedly, he sat up extremely fast. It made me flinch. He never woke up that fast.

"Are you okay, Yoongi?" I asked concerned. His eyes turned and looked at me. His eyes were blown out in fear. He was sweating and his breathing was uneven. Yoongi's hand slowly reached out. As if he was hesitating, his fingers tried to feel the warmth of mine.

"Did you have a nightmare?" He simply nodded not saying a word. His hand was still shaking as it gripped mine tightly. It was as if he was afraid to let go of it. I talked him through his fear and let him continue to hold my hand.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He shook his head he was uncomfortable with disclosing that type of info with me. "Talking about your issues or anxieties help, but I respect what you want and don't want to tell me," I reassured him. He simply nodded. He hadn't said a word yet today. it was very unlike him. I usually got at least a reply by now but I hadn't. I went through the normal questions that I was used to asking him.

I was feeling discouraged because I wasn't getting the verbal replies like I had hoped I would. Maybe Yoongi was just not feeling well today. After all, he did just wake up from a nightmare. I thought about maybe getting a sleeping pill for him so he could go back to sleep in peace, but maybe he didn't want to. I finished our session and squeezed his hand before slowly pulling it out of Yoongi's grasps.

He slowly let it go and let his hands sit in his lap. I smiled at him getting ready to leave. "Bye, Yoongi."

"Bye, Y/N," he replied. I got the reply I desperately wanted. I smiled widely at him before waving slowly to him. I locked the door behind me and went on to go check in on Hoseok. I would need to check in on him before I went to go take Jungkook out to the city for lunch and a little bit of fun.

I used the elevator once more and hit the button for Hoseok's floor. I was brainstorming more ideas for how Jungkook and I were going to spend our day because I wanted to make his first day out memorable. I wanted him to be the happiest he could be. The elevator dinged and I got off and saw the usual guards waiting at the door for my arrival. I greeted them as usual before scanning my special key card. I walked into the bright white room and saw Hoseok laying in bed.