Mental //[J.H.S]//

Confession

Y/N's POV:

The next morning when I woke up, Jisoo was still sleeping beside me. I got up and got ready for the day as I remembered I promised Jungkook to visit him. Who knows if he was worried or not but if he was then I wanted to soothe his worries. I grabbed some clothing and changed and then put on my normal coat and shoes. I wrote a quick note for Jisoo for whenever she woke up and I left.

As I took the elevator down to Jungkook's floor, my mind was pulled back to Hoseok. How was he? I knew that I saw him but I was still concerned about how each and every one of his personalities were doing. I made a mental note to visit him after I spent some time with Jungkook. The elevator's ding brought me out of my thoughts and I exited the small cramped space. I knocked on Jungkook's door before entering.

I found Jungkook looking at me with relief. "I was so worried that you wouldn't show up." I grinned at him, "Don't worry, even if anything happened I wouldn't have gone down without a fight." He frowned, "Still, I just don't want anything to happen to you." I smiled softly and sat down on the bed with him.

I put my hand over his hand, "Nothing is going to happen to me, I promise." He gave me a small smile as he moved his hand to hold mine. I smiled at the gesture. "Is there anything you want to talk about today?" I asked. He shook his head, "I don't care what we talk about as long as I get to spend time with you."

His statement took me off guard a bit because I truly was fully aware of how he possibly felt for me. I really did like Jungkook but not in the way that he would probably want me to. I could acknowledge how perfect he was but the spark just wasn't there. I couldn't deny his incredibly good looks, his seemingly perfect body, or his beautiful personality.

Deep down I felt bad for how I felt. I knew exactly what Jisoo was talking about when we had that unnecessary conversation about Hoseok and Jungkook. Jungkook truly didn't seem to have any flaw to him, any woman or even man would want Jungkook. He was almost everything Hoseok wasn't. Hoseok had flaws, but that's what made him feel so real and human like. He wasn't perfect, his mood would swing, he made mistakes with his actions and words, and I liked that. I liked his flaws because it just showed how much of a normal person he really was.

Jungkook felt too out of my league. As far as I could tell, he had never done one bad thing to me and he always knew what to say. That's why I felt bad at the possibility of him having such feelings for me because I knew he would get hurt, I wasn't able to give him the love that he wanted or respond in the way that he hoped or wished for.

I felt Jungkook wrap his arm around my shoulder and it took me out of my thoughts. "Did you say something? Sorry if you did, I spaced out a little bit." He smiled, "It's fine. I didn't say anything but you seemed like you were conflicted about something so I was just checking on you." I shook my head, "It's nothing important, no need to worry." "If you say so."

I looked into his eyes before speaking, "Do you want me to tell you more about last night?" He took a deep breath through his nose, "If you think it's safe to then I do want to hear it." I nodded, "I trust you." My words brought a bright smile to his face. "Here, let's get more comfortable." I complied as he moved to rest his head against the headboard of the bed and I followed. Jungkook''s shoulders were touching mine as well as our thighs.

"So, tell me everything I guess." "Well, after I left you last night, Jisoo and I went down to the pharmacy in the hospital so we could look into those pills right?" Jungkook nodded his head and I continued, "When we went down there Jisoo handed me the pills that I couldn't check out myself. We were going to look into it more soon and see what has changed with the pills."

"So, you think they added something new into the pills?" "Yes, I'm not sure what but I know the pills have to be the answer to a lot of the weird things that happen in this place." Jungkook hummed in acknowledgement as he took the information he was fed in. "You can continue."