Before I can even answer, Cameron suddenly stands up and yells, “What the hell Oceana?!” He had turned over my arm and he saw the cuts. Fuck. I rip my arms away from him and put them under the table.
I look down in shame and let the tears fall. “I’m sorry.”
“Two years ago you promised me you’d never do that again!”
“I said I’m sorry, I know I’m an idiot.”
“Hey,” says Cameron softly, “you’re not an idiot. I’m sorry I yelled at you. Come here.” He says, coming over to my side and holding his hand out towards me. I take it and stand up with him. He pulls me into a very tight hug and he nuzzles his head into my neck. Wow, his hugs are the best.
All of a sudden, energy rushes through me as I feel Cam’s soft lips on my neck. He slowly kisses low on my neck. Then a bit higher. Then higher. I feel mesmerized by him. Next he kisses my jaw. His lips barely brush mine…I then just shove him away and run. I can’t take it anymore. I’m gonna do something I’ll regret.
I run through the field and back towards my house. I’m hardly looking where I’m going. I dodge people left and right with a couple close calls until I smack directly into someone. We both go flying backwards.
“Oh my god I’m so sorry.” I say before looking at the person I ran into and gasp.
“Oceana!” says Connor in shock as he pulls me up with him. He immediately hugs me and without thinking, I hug him back. “I love you Oceana. I wanted to tell you yesterday but I didn’t get the chance. I love you so so so much! PLEASE take me back?” begs Connor. He starts to cry and takes my face into his hands.
I feel like I should tell him about Cam but I keep quiet. Nothing’s gonna happen between me and Cameron anyway so why say anything.
I nod and Connor hugs me tight. It doesn’t feel like Cameron’s hug. It just…doesn’t. I’m coming to your house tonight at 8. We’re gonna spend the night together and it’ll be amazing and we’ll forget everything that happened yesterday. I promise.”
Connor and I finish our conversation and I go home with amazing ideas of how the night could go. It’s going to be perfect.
I get home and immediately head up to my room. I pick up the Arizona can…but before I put it back on my dresser, I pick up a sharpie and flip the can upside down. I write 7 letters on it. C-a-m-e-r-o-n.
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Arizona- A Connor Franta FanFic
FanfictionOceana, a quiet but also crazy girl, encounters a new friend, Connor, at a large house party. Things happen at that house party that alter her life. Connor makes her whole life better, but what about Cam? What will she do to keep her perfect balance...
