THICC | yoonmin

FIVE

- YOONGI

It's lonely.

And cold.

I mean it was like that before but now it's worse.

I have nothing to look forward to.

When I was with Victoria she made me feel wanted, but that was at the beginning of our relationship.

I never really showed my feelings, and if I did I was in scarce and rare moments.

I guess that's the main reason our relationship didn't last.

I hate opening up, I hate talking about my feelings.

But another reason I think we broke up is that she thought I didn't care.

I cared for her, I really did. I just had a crappy way of showing it.

But... let me ask you this.

How does one show affection if you never received it?

I refuted that question every single time she always yelled and belittled me about never loving her.

But she never took the time to understand why.

Or to teach me how.

I think caring and loving are the same thing so how am I supposed to differentiate from those two when that's all I've been shown?

Sometimes when I think of this.. it makes me feel like I'm not acceptable to love.

But every single time I think of that...

He appears.

His bright smile, his always reddening cheeks. His silly laugh. His perfect aura.

I miss Jimin, I miss him so much..

- JIMIN

A few weeks had gone by and I realized that Yoongi hasn't been over.

Ever since he came out of Victoria's room crying the house has been so gloomy. Mom and dad are out for working more often because of some technical glitch that happened with the company, and Victoria is moping around, and only coming out of her room for lunch.

I mean it doesn't take a genius to tell that they had a fight, but I wonder what Victoria said to make Yoongi cry.

He seemed so tough...

I shook my head and went to Victoria's room to see what she was doing but to my surprise, she wasn't in there.

I heard her phone buzz, my gaze then fell on her phone that was on her bed.

For some reason, my feet moved on their own and before I realized what I was doing her phone was already in my hands.

Yoongi...

I turned on her phone and went to her contacts, my fingers quickly typed in Yoongi and there he was...

With three hearts next to his name and a kissy face, I smiled sadly and clicked on it.

In the contact information, I saw his address. I bit my lip before memorizing it and quickly exiting out of everything and dropping her phone back on her bed and running out.

I entered my room and quickly put the address on my phone and then stared at it...

Should I go over?

I looked at my clock and noticed it was almost 6, I mean he might be home...

I walked out of my room and downstairs to see Victoria on the couch watching a sappy drama while eating popcorn.

"Hey, Victoria can I use your car and go to a friends place?"

She nodded without even looking at me or making a comment.

Wow, the argument must have really hurt her.

I took the keys and slipped on a pair of shoes before rushing out and into the car before she realized what she had agreed to.

As I was driving, it hit me...

I'm going to go see my sisters boyfriend.

I can't back out now, my sister is heartbroken and I need to get things right.

The GPS took me to an expensive looking apartment complex, I drove through and looked for his door number.

When I found it I parked and jumped out of the car, after having a mini heart attack I accepted that I'm going to do this.

I went up the stairs and stood in front of the door, I took a deep breath and knocked three times.

I heard a loud groan and I instantly smiled, I could tell Yoongi's voice apart from anyones.

There were a few banging sounds before I heard the locks twist.

I clutched onto the end of my shirt and bit my lips...

I can't wait to see Yoongi..

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edited

I'm so sorry you guys, I've been so busy with school that I simply didn't have time for updating anything. I haven't even read a book on here until today.

I'll try my best on keeping this book moving, again I'm o sorry for the wait!