Christine's povAnother concert night fell upon me and I've never felt better. This is what I love about singing I forget about my problems and singing myself into a whole new world. A world I would never know if it wasn't for Erik. Sometimes I wonder if I should have died on that pier in his arms like I was suppose to because it proved that love never dies. But to sing that song now is hopeless. I have made so many new friends here I'm so grateful.
Julian and I sang our song beautifully, and everyone seem's to have a good time which is exactly what I want.Tonight is also a very special night. Tonight I'll be singing in Swedish for the first time it's only right to sing in my own language whilst I'm here.
I'm so glad that The Phantom of the Opera has been so successful perhaps one day it will come to this country. If someone would ask me of course it would be an offer I just wouldn't be able to refuse.The concert for tonight ended and I went straight home to my maid and son in the little house by the sea where I was born. I miss my father so much, I hope he is proud of me considering the circumstances. No matter what I'm not going back to France. My home and my life is here now. But if Erik begs me then sure. But he won't he's not coming. I haven't seen or spoken with him in months. And my poor Gustave...
I walked out of the wagon and rushed inside. The cold was unbearable. My maid Elizabeth acted like I was queen because she bowed to me. "Elizabeth jag har ju berättat för dig att du inte behöver göra så". I told her in Swedish because she didn't understand a word of English. "Jag vet fröken Daaé men gamla vanor." She said back to me very softly. I asked her about my son and she told him he was sleeping.
Good now I need to get myself to bed. I was to tired to have dinner anyway.I opened my locket to see his face before I closed my eyes. My Erik, I miss him so much and I pray he has found his happiness. And if I had to choose between extreme happiness or extreme sorrow I will always choose sorrow because I care about his happiness more than I care about my own just as he once did all those years ago...
I still taste your kisses
Your voice ringing in my ears
You can betray what we were yesterday
But you'll come back someday I know you will because I still believe, you will return.
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The Daaé Girl
FanficHenry the king comes out into the world after being away for two years after the loss of his third wife Jane who gave him a son. But he needs another one to feel safe. He goes to the opera and inside is something he cannot take his eyes of. Christi...