Private School Life.

10.

Zack lost this round and handed the controller over to me.
I smile and got ready to win!
And so I did.
Logan lost and hands his controller over to Kendall.
He sits down next to me on the ground and says; "You're going down."
"Nope, I'm not." I replied with my eyes on the screen.
The race starts and I'm really into winning games.
I'm a terrible loser.
I notice that James and Annabelle aren't much thinking about the game anymore, because they both try very hard to lose it.
After a few minutes, Annabelle was the 'lucky' one who last and Kendall won.
"See, I beat you!" he cheers.
"Fiiiiine, you want an award?" I say with a small chuckle.
He nods, "Yup."
I reach behind me and hand him his shirt, "Here you go. All yours."

Annabelle hands her controller to Kelsey and she squeezes herself in between me and Kendall.
She didn't notice me giving him the shirt so she asks, "Where did that came from?"
"He's a messy guy, probably found it on the floor." I say as I press the pay button.
Kelsey's not into the game at all and drags Kendall with her.
Obviously I win, because three out of four players are into something else than the game.
I see James walking over to Annabelle and Kelsey drags Kendall onto his bed.
"Ugh." I mumble
Luckily Logan, Dustin and Carlos join me for another game, but first they grab another bottle of beer and also hand one over to Kendall and James.
"You girls don't want any?" Logan asks as he stands in front of the mini fridge.
Annabelle yells that she wants one and so does Kelsey.
This is turning into something else than a video game night, I'm pretty sure of that.
"[Y/N]? You want one?" Logan smiles.
I shake my head, "No thanks."
I feel Zack sitting behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Don't make me lose this okay!" I tease him.
He smiles, gives me a kiss in my neck and shakes his head, "I wouldn't dare!"

After winning the game for a third time, I hear some noise at the door.
I see Annabelle quickly waving at me and I give her a thumbs up.
"Are they...?" Zack asks.
"Off to our room? Yup, they are." I chuckle.
Zack grins and pulls me close to him, "You wanna leave too?"
I blush a little, "Nope, this game's too much fun."
He pouts, "I'm fun too!" 
I chuckle, "You are, but let's not do that right now."
He gives me a sweet little kiss, "Okay."

Another few minutes later, Kelsey gets up and walks to the door.
"Uh are you leaving?" Zack asks her with a little concern.
She nods, "Yup. I think Kendall drank a little too much and fell asleep, ha ha."
Logan and Dustin begin to laugh and I chuckle a little.
"So tell him I took his shirt with me, hi hi." she says with a high voice.
I raise an eyebrow and luckily it's too dark for anyone to see.
She shuts the door and Dustin turns to Kendall, "Dude, are you really asleep?"
"No man." we hear Kendall say from his bed.
"Why the fake-sleep? We only use that in cases of emergency!" Carlos laughed.
"She's way over you." Logan states.
"Uh hello, I'm sitting right here. I can tell her this." Zack says with a concerned look on his face.
"But you won't, right?' I smile at him.
"Why wouldn't I? Apparently you all don't like my sister and Kendall's just using her." he states as he gets up.
I wrap my arms around him, "We do like her, she's just a little different than we all are."
"And I'm not using her. She's madly in love with me and thinks I love her back." Kendall states as he gets up too.
Zack turns to him; "So you don't love her? Why are you  making her think you do?"
"I'm not doing anything. She's doing all those things. I tried to let her back off, I even actually told her that I don't like her the way she likes me. But she keeps on making out with me and goes insane every time I back off." Kendall raises his voice.
"Now you're calling my sister insane?" Zack yells at Kendall.
"Are you even listening to the rest I just said? She's obsessed with me!" Kendall shouts.
I let go of Zack and slightly turn to Kendall, "Please don't yell at each other."
"I'm sorry." Kendall mumbles.
Zack puts his arm around me, "What do you want me to do then?"
Kendall shrugs, "If you could just, you know, explain everything to her? Maybe she'll listen to you."
"Why would I do that for you? She's happy with you. I don't want her to be unhappy because you don't like her back." Zack says as he's about to leave the room, taking him with me.
"Do it for her." I say.
Zack turns to me, "For her? How?"
"It's better to tell her now then months later. If she finds out that Kendall never, ever liked her that whole time, she'd be more heart broke than she would be now." I try.
Zack sighs, "I guess you're right. Should I go talk to her now?"
I quickly look at Kendall and see him nod a little.
"Yes." I say.
Zack thanks me and presses a firm kiss on my lips.

As soon as he closes the door, Kendall falls down on his bed with a sigh.
"Man that was quite something." Dustin says as he un-pauses his game again.
He, Logan and Carlos are still competing against each other.
The only light in the room comes from the TV and I have some trouble finding my way to Kendall's bed.
I feel two arms pulling me down by my waist and I feel that I sit on the bed.
"Thanks." I mumble.
"No, thank you." Kendall says, "Otherwise I still would have been with Kelsey."
"Mhm, you're welcome." I reply as I lean against his pillow.
We're both looking at the game for a while when Kendall leans towards me.
"You don't love him either, do you?" he mumbles so that the guys can't hear him.
 "I don't know." I shrug.
"Come one [Y/N]. I see the way he looks at you and you look at him. It's two very different ways." he continues.
I keep silent but sigh.
"Why him?" Kendall asks again.
"Why not?" I reply.
"Uh well because he thinks your socks are provoking." Kendall chuckles as he takes a sip of his beer.
"Shut up." I smile.

"I still don't have an answer." Kendall says as he leans in.
"I don't owe you an answer." I state as I back off a little.
"I'm sorry." he mumbles.
I sigh, get up and get myself a soda.
"Dustin, you can do this!" I say as I walk by the guys who are still very much into their game.
I sit at the end of Kendall's bed, watching the guys play the game, sipping my soda.
I want to tell Kendall so badly that I have feelings for him.
That I don't love Zack at all.
After my own talk, I actually should tell Zack.

I feel Kendall move and he's placing himself next to me.
"Did you put those on on purpose?" he whispers as he points at my socks.
"Why would I do such thing?" I say as I keep looking at the game.
Kendall slides his hand over my leg, "So I can do this again."
I look at him from the corner of my eye and smile, "You'll never know."
I grab his hand and chuckle, "Now get your hands off of me before Zack comes running in."
Kendall pouts, "And what if he never comes running in?"
I sigh, "Then nothing."
"No stroking your legs anymore?' Kendall tries.
"Shh, not so loud, they might here it." I say as I point at the gaming guys.
"Come one, they don't hear a thing when they're gaming." Kendall smirks.
His hand reaches for my waist as the door opens.
Kendall quickly grabs his bottle of beer and I take another sip of my soda.
"She's a little bit mad at you right now." Zack states as he walks over to me and Kendall.
He gently pulls me up and says, "So, you wanna get out of here now?"
I clear my throat, quickly look at Kendall and say, "Uhm, yeah sure."
"Good, cause I wanna talk to you about something. Or actually ask you something." he suddenly says with a serious voice.
"Can't you do that here?" I ask nervously.
"If you're okay with them hearing everything, fine." Zack states.
I look at the guys and they're all shrugging.
"I'm fine with that." I say, prepared for what Zack has to say.
He scratches the back of his head and smiles, "I-uh know that it may be a little bit soon. But-uh, I like you. A lot. And I wanna ask if you would like to be my girlfriend?"