Private School Life.

22.

It's been a few months since I got here. I didn;t have a great start, but I was glad that I found someone like Kendall.

I still had to make sure that James would be okay with it though. He still wasn't over all of it. This years is almost over and to be honest, I can't wait to go back next year!

"Hey, are you daydreaming or what?" Annabelle asks with a smile. I snap out of my thoughts and chuckle, "Uh no."

The two of you head to the dining hall and sit down next to James and Kendall. James gives Annabelle a smooth kiss as Kendall pecks your cheek. James gives the two of you a pissed look.

"James get over it you baby." I snap at him. I was getting real tired of it. James sighs, "I just find it weird, okay."

"James, chill." Kendall adds, "I'll be good for her, you know that." James raises an eyebrow and gives Kendall a quick nod, "Fine."

After dinner you all decided to watch a movie at you and Annebelle's place. All the guys place themselves on the ground and on your beds. I sit down next to Kendall but he immediately gets up and walks outside.

"What's with him?" you asks Logan. he shrugs, "No idea."

A few minutes later, he walks back and sits down next to me, looking  a little upset.

"Babe, what's wrong?" I ask him as I kiss his cheek. He put his arm around me, "Nothing babe."

I raise an eyebrow, "You sure?" He nods and places his lips and yours. This kiss felt different than the others. Like some kind of last one, with a lot of emotion in it.

I decide to stay quiet and let him talk about whatever is going on when he's ready to. I snuggle against him and watch the movie.

*

The next morning I wake up without Kendall laying beside me. James and Annabelle were in James' room and Kendall was supposed to be here. I hear an upset voice just outside the room and decide to eavesdrop  a little.

"I can't do this to her mom. I can't." I hear Kendall say. He is probably having  a pretty serious conversation, so I walk back to bed and act like I heard nothing. Few minutes later he walks in and gets back in bed next to me. He pulls me closer and kisses my neck. I act like I just wake and and turn to face him.

"Morning Kendall." I mumble. Morning beautiful." he smiles, "Hey babe, can we talk for a minute."

I turn my whole body to his and lean on my arm, "Sure."

His face turns from happy to nervous. And I can see that something is bothering him.

"I uhm, my parents called me last night.' he begins, trying to avoid my eyes. 'And there is something you should know."

"Oh god, are they okay?" I ask with concern. He nods, "Yeah they are, no worries. It's er, it's about me. And a little bit about you."

I remain silent, because I don't know what will come next.

Kendall takes a breath and clears his throat, "My parents got a job. In Europe. And we're moving there in a month, when summer vacation begins. So I won't be coming back here next year." 

My eyes widen, he had to leave the country? I swallow as my eyes water.

"S-so, you're leaving?' I whisper. Kendall nods as he pulls me into a hug, "Yes. And i don't know what to do. Obviously, I love you. But it will be hard to stay in touch when I'm that far away."

"What do you think is best for us to do?" i ask after a few moments of silence.

Kendall sighs, "I'm not sure. I wanna make this work, but I don't know how."

"Long distance relationships are pretty hard... And James would probably not mind this at all." I add, even though I want him to say that he wants to stay with me.

"I wanna stay with you, hug you, kiss you. But I can't if I'm gone." Kendall says as he sit up, pulls me against him and kisses the top of my head, "What do you think babe?"

I bite my lip and wipe my tears away with the back of my hand, "I think we should enjoy the moments we have together and we'll see what happens when you actually leave."

Kendall holds me a little tighter, "Okay, we'll do that. I don't want to tell the guys untill it;s the last day of school, okay?"

I nod, "Okay. But I need to tell Annie about it."

"I'm fine with that." Kendall smiles a little, "Now let's make the best of this month babe."